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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

cancer

mychemicalromance .
***

Turn away
,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go

It just ain't living

And I just hope you know

That if you say,
Goodbye today,
I'd ask you to be true.

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

Thursday, September 23, 2010

winnie the pooh bear!


winnie the pooh

isn't pooh cute? yes he is! hehehe.


ily

xx

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

memory over moment

(courtesy of Oddisey SBM ITB 2010 romance group)
"erasing someone from your mind is easy, getting them out of your heart is another story"

***

Ia yang divonis mati atas pembunuhan terhadap adiknya sendiri, pembunuhan yang ia lakukan bagai tanpa motif

Ia yang mengabdikan dirinya pada hukum, terpanggil untuk menyelidiki gerak gerik seorang pemimpin organisasi kriminal

Ia yang akhirnya menemukan pasangan hidupnya, orang yang amat ia cintai. Namun cinta yang telah begitu tinggi, tidak mampu menyelesaikan segalanya.

Ia yang membuat berbagai boneka indah. Dari begitu banyak jenis dan bentuk kreasinya, hanya satu yang ia cintai. Begitu dalam.

Tak jauh dari mereka, berdiri seseorang yang tertutup bayangan, seseorang yang memperhatikan setiap gerakan. Dan mengatur setiap subjek dalam dunia mereka.

Seseorang yang bertepuk tangan

Monday, September 20, 2010

grim, bleak-ly , extremely , odd.

...okay ..
breathe.
*fuwah*

HELLO. zzz
today's the first day of my midterms.
i don't even know if it went well or not. huhu

the subjects were biology and english.
biology WENT almost PERFECT until ...the essay part came by. ergh
AND
english wasn't very well.
there are like, 2 parts of this exam (english)
reading and writing
i'm not very good at the writing test.
i can say, i can't do the test.

uuh let's hope that i'm not going to fail at these torturing midterms. AMEN.

ily

xx

Saturday, September 18, 2010

midterms

byebye happiness.
hell-o suramness,

tomorrow
i
will
have
my
MIDTERMS!


aaaaaaaaaaaaaa doomsday!

#21: play the piano and sang badly

when i feel desperate , mostly everyday haha
i play piano.

the thing is when you heard a song and then you could play it on piano , and after that you sang it badly (or well if you could sing h3h3)

but for those who cant, like me.....
sing it loudly,
badly,
why?

make your heart scream, you have to let the feelings out. :)

i know,


AWESOME!

#17: look at the moon over there , i feel close.

it's funny how 2 different people are separated and live at the exact different places than each others'.
well, it might be really far,

but when they look at the moon over there,
they look on the same moon.

suddenly,

they could feel really2 close to each other. (aww love, aww yuck)


AWESOME!

#11: when the phone rings as you wished for

oh, it's you again. sup sir swagger?



AWESOME!

#20: 11:12

"well i wished for ...

OH CRAP I MISSED IT! "


LOL i do that a lot.
i mean, almost EVERYDAY
bahahaha


AWESOME!

#24: brother bear

no my brother IS NOT a bear.
although he looks like haha.

well here's the link to watch and hear my brother's play. he plays the guitar part :D \m/
the LINK (it's on youtube) : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFNPN1tYs88

he's really really ....


AWESOME!

Friday, September 17, 2010

#12: curl(y) rules the world

i curled my hair.
they look ...cute.




AWESOME!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

HELP ME WOY

PLEASE HELP ME WITH MY HISTORY HOMEWORK.
PING/BUZZ NOW HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU

ily

xx

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

zombie.

ergh i feel like a zombie right now

school is about to start (AGAIN.) in like 3 days
im totally,really,super freaked out right now.
(if you could see my face right now i can tell that you want to slap it at the first time.)
i think i need some extra holiday(s)
yeah even if i get some extra holiday, i wouldn't OR i couldn't go anywhere.
why?
because
the
midterms
are
about
to
start
RIGHT AFTER
the
holiday.
that means i have to: study extra hard, study extra hard, AND study extra hard.

i feel like half of my soul is gone. huhuhuhu

errrrrr...wish me luck . that's all i can say... *sigh*.

ily

xx