I've just had the most intriguing 2 hours long conversation, and I'm glad I did it with you. Sitting outside of your car, parked in front of my house, doing nothing, talking sweet nothings, exchanged jokes that maybe weren't really that funny but we laughed anyway--it was the best. Distance is an ass, I know, and as I said to you earlier, there are thousands of voices inside of my head right now telling myself that this won't work. But I really really want to prove them wrong. And after all, it's only for a few months left right? We've had this thing going on for months and we were quite okay so I guess we'll be fine. Eat well, don't get sick, take care of yourself, be safe, never forget to pray, and always keep that faith of yours. All of my life, I've always taken bad decisions that led me to ratchet shenanigans--but this time, for the very first time, I knew that I chose the right decision. I don't care what other people say and think of us, because they would never ever know. You're really really amazing and caring and most of all, you're you. Thank you so much for existing, for making me believe that such "feeling" does exist.
Sincerely,
M (from 700++ miles away)
