Hi everyone!!!
See, I haven't posted anything since July and I know, I'm sorry....I suck. But to keep you updated as to what I've been doing this whole time, I was just (not was actually, I still am) frantically running back and forth between classes, which is (not) good at all. It's super tiring reminiscing the fact that I have classes from Monday up to Saturday. Yes, I'm taking classes on Saturday as well and not to mention that I have college entrance prep exams every Sunday. I can't believe that I'm that busy right now but this is actually my next to last semester before I graduate in May!! *clinks glass*
To be honest, I'm getting mixed feelings about this. I'm still not sure of what I'm gonna do after getting my diploma, but I'm 100% sure that I'm not gonna take a leap year and I'm gonna go straight away to college. The thing is, I'm currently very busy keeping my grades up because I really have to get a scholarship, either way my parents obviously aren't gonna pay those med school tuition fees because it's super duper expensive (in a nonsensical way, literally)--especially if you go to private universities or colleges. I'm definitely not going to apply into any private unis because my parents don't allow me to, so yeah, I really do have to work hard day and night-night and day so that I can get to public unis and don't have to think about them super big cash I'll have to deal with If I get into private unis.
No matter how hard the struggle is to get that scholarship, I don't think that I'm gonna stop anytime now. The thought of switching majors that I may take soon after graduation has crept my mind for quite a while now but I try my best to stay focused on what I've always wanted since day 1. Though it is true that I work slowly day by day but in the words of the late Abraham Lincoln, (I literally saw this quote on my English teacher's desk when she evaluated my scientific paper lol) "I walk slowly, but I never walk backwards." HAHAH so yeah, I'm not stepping back or even stopping because I don't want to go into somewhere or get into something that is easy and not challenging (yep, my ego is bigger than ur future and my future combined) and get a degree in something easy because it's not worth anything and that the qualification won't get me a job and then I'll be stuck forever. BUT at the same time I don't know if I'm able to pull med school or get into something super hard because I know it'll be stressful and I don't do well with stress.
ANYWAY. In the other hand, I'm so stoked of all the good things that are gonna come in 2016! The thing is, graduation is just around the corner, and the last semester will only have 3 effective months in terms of studying and then I'll have to deal with both the national exams and college entrance exams. Those 2 suck big time, but I'm sure what comes after it will be super dope. Can't wait for the super long vacation to be honest!!!! I've been planning about what I'm gonna do on those leap months and yes you've guessed it right : I'm gonna stay home, watch Korean dramas, and not do anything. Literally.
Anyway!! Before I close this post I just wanna give a shoutout to Kristo for actually finishing your studies!! I know how hard it is for you, all those months of torture and having no choice but to endure it--but now you've came to the end of it and it's just the beginning!! Words cannot explain how hyped I am to see all the wonderful things that are gonna happen to you since you're super passionate about your job! You're amazingly blessed and surrounded by all these people who love you for you and believe in you and support you in whatever decision it is that you're taking. Welcome to the real world and don't act so grown up all of a sudden Jesus I hate it to bits. Kidding! Love you lots xx
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