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Friday, December 24, 2010

#day1: bali

HEY ALL.
just arrived in Bali. :) again , will spend my christmas eve here. sadly, i couldn't go to the church [tonight duh] because my parents were dead-tired. so we decided to go to the church tomorrow.

anyway, i'm posting this from my laptop. yeah i brought my modem, yeaay. fyi i'll be back to jkt on 2 january. so it seemed like i spent half of my holiday here.

oh and do you guys know the best places to go in here? like slingshots/ stuffs like that? if you do, pleaseee pleaseee please tell me. <3

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

mother's day love.

you give me a place to stay when no one else will.
you always make my breakfast.
you always make my dinner.
you love me because i'm me.
you treat me like i'm a child when i'm sick.
you cook my favorite foods.
you give the best advices.
you are stylish.
you are nice to everybody.
you are my role model.
you always have the best conversation.
you speak english , like FLUENTLY.
you care about me and everyone else.
you are honest.
you are my best friend forever.
you are beautiful.
you share your food with me, even though it's your favorite.
you always know how i feel.
you UNDERSTAND me.

and the last one,
you are my mother.


happy mother's day mom. <3

Friday, December 17, 2010

H-infinity.

tomorrow : report card.

can i just, skip tomorrow and be back on 3 january 2011? haa. of course not.
then why did i say that? oh, and why are we talking about this right now? i don't know either. hahahahhaa.

as you know, every student in my school HATES the report-card-day. because of their afraid-ness of the result maybe. or, erm, idk hahaha.

report-card-day's tomorrow. that means , holiday's about to start in about 2 days. like i've said before ( havent i ? dunno forget) i'll spend the whole "happy-holiday" in Bali. With my Mom. And my dad. And my BROTHER. Let's just say.. the whole family. fyi i'll bring my laptop. and my own modem maybe. soo we'll still keep in touch.

then, what can i say?
oh 3 words : WISH-ME-LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, December 13, 2010

new year resolution

yeah it's 18 days to 2011! ayeaaah.

and so, year-after-year i always make some new year resolutions.actually, none of them happened. (i know right)

then, this year i make one again! yes,i regret nothing. B) WOO-HOO!
2011 resolution : K-A-Y-A-N-G

haaah. let's just hope it's not another useless new year resolution, amen.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

sound effect!

i was just wondering, how wonderful life would be if it has a sound effect. like the movies you know? exactly.

and then we would have our own soundtrack of our life. life would be amazing.

isn't it cool, when we were running in the gym class and that M.I.A song just randomly played?

when we were sad , gloomy , and that secondhand serenade's songs just popped out of nowhere? i DIDN'T even need an iPod

when we were happy, on the cloud nine , everything was going "just okay", and we heard that "happy" song "Mr Blue Sky" by Lily Allen? *yeah i like lily allen, fyi.

when you were angry or scared and that "Alfred Hitchcock's Scary Theme Song" played? i would wet my pants. pee-ing. yeah. -_-

and other memorable things.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

everybody's in love!

(background song : glee - taking chances)

"what makes today a good day, is the fact that today's a good day.( mind effed. )"

tgif eh? yeah. it's like everybody's in love with friday or something.

i think it's better to remove the word; "with friday or something."
i mean , EVERYBODY'S IN LOVE! except me. *i'm not desperate, I'M NOT I'M NOT I'M NOT*

half of my friends ARE (not WERE) dating right now.
me? you know me, i'm not. (:

some of you might think that IT IS frustating to be in the class, where half of the students are in a relationship and you're not. right now, i'm in that position. and i can tell that, it isn't frustating at all.

maybe it's hard , when your friends were with their bf/gf and you just sat there, alone thinking, "what am i supposed to do now..." and your bad mood flows. [luckily, it didn't happen to me. but according to my other single friends? HEYYEAH.]

it's normal to be in love, it's normal to care with others more than you have to, it's normal to be in a relationship, it's normal.
world turns upside down , and school feels like heaven. it's normal.

but those things are not happening YET to me ( or us). maybe in a few years or maybe later. i'm not in the mood for something like that.

i'm happy to be me, i'm happy to be single. i'm happy to be..what i really am. i believe that, time does wonderful things. we'll see (: