one more year of existence

today is my birthday! yea buddie!


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anyway, since i'm getting a lil bit older than before.. just like others say, a lil bit older a lil bit bolder, let's hope that i can be a better person , wiser, nicer, and smarter all the time. ha.

a lot of things happened last year before i turned this age, good things, bad things, everything. i've done a lot of selfless good deeds, enough work to make me faint & plenty of other stuffs that i can't write here. Most of them are good ones but well, you know, life isn't "life" without problems.

many said that this age is a good age, well ........ *fingers crossed*. also, they often call it the transition. i'm 99% sure that me, myself, cannot handle spontaneous-changes, and adaptation and blablabla, but! (my favorite word after perplexe; but; simple BUT effective) at the end of the day, i gotta face it anyway. *swag*

this year i don't feel like throwing a really big party, i've thrown and done enough parties for 2011 and yep that's it. i started this age with my loved ones, zayn and well a tiny cupcake with none of candles attached to them. i have no idea why but it was pretty goooooood (and yes i didn't finish 'em) then? school, and as per usual.

well what can i say more, let's do this poo!

so i guess that's it! have a nice birthday

bonus :
this girl is still younger than she looks

want

valentine and other cheesy stuffs

(k i know im no good at writing titles. enough said)

hi pee-ple, sorry for the previous post, yes yes it's a little bit unimportant but ye that's just me. ignore them if you want to, i do. hehe :D

anyway since today is tuesday valentine's day and everyone is talking slash posting special things about 'em i guess i'll give it a go too. i'm not usually a mainstreamer but ...idk it's different this time. (?)

well my valentine's day went worse than expected. not really, but if i compare this year's valentine with the others i guess this year is the worst. not worst-"worst" just, nothing really happened today. not that i expected massive crazy things to happen but that's alright though.

speaking of valentine, i'm still a part of the forever alone team. well i guess it's pretty weird to say that i kinda like or enjoy being like this. despite my friends being a total douche above everything that refers to forever alone, jk haha. things are pretty rocking and i don't wanna be too rushy-- i mean just let things flow, you know? (that rhymes!). i tend to be a little bit serious at stuffs like this and the thing is that, i want to learn to love myself before i start to love other people. it's as simple as that.

people may see this and say that all of the above is bullsh*t. but i'm serious, how could you love other people if you don't love yourself? i don't want to be in an unsteady relationship and brags about it all the time yo, i think it's better when you already know that you really are ready about the risks and stuffs like that. well for me it's a pretty big step because i'm a serious person. to those of you who don't-really-feel-like-dating-but-you-date-anyway, well let's just say why do you spend your time on something that you don't even have a clue about what you're doing?

at the end of the day time will do great things and the best thing you can do is learn while waiting for the time to come.

no me gusta

apparently feist, friendly fires and the horrors are coming here on tuesday and i can't watch them due to school days. hahahahaha. i missed out kings of convenience, whitest boy alive, and mgmt already.

haha.
ha.
oh and they're playing on valentine's day which makes things even worse because idk it's just valentines day bro, uh-huh i feel you man

screw all of this.

and then people who literally took a giant heap of ssssh on my face today and i was just like

but then i decided to act cool and be like

then finally, walked away with schwag

k bye im done here

i feel like a king

it's mainstream, but hergh.

welcome february.

hi durrrrrr febrero >:-)

so i've already posted this months' mixtape, which is a very "loveable" playlist for sure, and yes people, it's valentine's day special, woot-wooot. although i've always hated valentines day because nobody would be my valentine and i always ended up eating silver queen by myself while watching love actually

anyway, how are things if you may ask, well... they are pretty darn good. except for school, it seems like i gotta work my ass off of/for math & stuffs. OH and next week i'm going to spend 5 days in some place in java which is pretty cool because i've never been there before. (he) behold and prepare yourself for some sea of stories.. and pictures. >:-D

oh, almost forgot. i'm gonna change my hairstyle due to ... idk, boredom, mostly. i've been thinking about getting it curled/waved all over again. but a very short yet boyish cut will be great though....but my mom always snubs at it which is a major nah. And yes that's the big news everybody. k im done.


p.s : only 27 days until my birthday, yea man.

February // Febrero

it's that time of the year again

She & Him - I Put A Spell On You
The Cure - Lovesong
Arctic Monkeys - Baby I'm Yours
Alex Turner - Stuck On The Puzzle
Radiohead - House of Cards
The Drums - How It Ended
The Smiths - There Is A Light That Never Goes Out
The Moldy Peaches - Anyone Else But You
Cat Power - Sea Of Love
Lana Del Rey - Video Games