valentine and other cheesy stuffs

(k i know im no good at writing titles. enough said)

hi pee-ple, sorry for the previous post, yes yes it's a little bit unimportant but ye that's just me. ignore them if you want to, i do. hehe :D

anyway since today is tuesday valentine's day and everyone is talking slash posting special things about 'em i guess i'll give it a go too. i'm not usually a mainstreamer but ...idk it's different this time. (?)

well my valentine's day went worse than expected. not really, but if i compare this year's valentine with the others i guess this year is the worst. not worst-"worst" just, nothing really happened today. not that i expected massive crazy things to happen but that's alright though.

speaking of valentine, i'm still a part of the forever alone team. well i guess it's pretty weird to say that i kinda like or enjoy being like this. despite my friends being a total douche above everything that refers to forever alone, jk haha. things are pretty rocking and i don't wanna be too rushy-- i mean just let things flow, you know? (that rhymes!). i tend to be a little bit serious at stuffs like this and the thing is that, i want to learn to love myself before i start to love other people. it's as simple as that.

people may see this and say that all of the above is bullsh*t. but i'm serious, how could you love other people if you don't love yourself? i don't want to be in an unsteady relationship and brags about it all the time yo, i think it's better when you already know that you really are ready about the risks and stuffs like that. well for me it's a pretty big step because i'm a serious person. to those of you who don't-really-feel-like-dating-but-you-date-anyway, well let's just say why do you spend your time on something that you don't even have a clue about what you're doing?

at the end of the day time will do great things and the best thing you can do is learn while waiting for the time to come.