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hi everyone!
so, yeah. it's april. and i'm currently in the mood for some writing so here are a few things you might be wondering about me and well ...now revealed. (:

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Have you ever self harmed? Why?


No. i've never done things to hurt myself on purpose. I think doing self-harm is not going to solve any problems. Okay here, you've been hurt, and then you decided to cut yourself; that means you add more pain into you, inside and outside; mentally and physically. I don't think that harming your self will genuinely flip the problem into 180 degrees and turn things back into normal. If you have a problem, or let's say you are bullied by your seniors or the whole student body hate(s) you or something : you stand up for yourself, and prove them wrong. OR you could just simply....

It's not like by doing self-harm your problems are solved by themselves. So yeah. that's my rant slash thoughts slash opinion on self-harm. :)

Relationship with your father?


My father and i are really good with each other. Although my relationship with my dad is not as close as my relationship with mum, but everything's great. He's a great dad and i learned a lot of things from him. He is one of my role models, which is a great thing because all of my role models are cool, and that means my dad is cool (?). For the past few months I rarely speak to him though, haha. I rarely see him because he goes to work really early and comes back late. My dad is not a typical dad, he sometimes went awkward on conversations and stays quiet instead; cause he's a bit more reserved to himself. But well he's the greatest guy in the world.

Relationship with your mother?


My mum is my best friend. Like seriously, we share each other everything; food, gossip, secrets, room (haha), bags, shoes and other stuffs. She's a really really fun mum, all the lads fancy her. She's talkative, always cracks up jokes, funny and loud. And the best thing about her is that she always sees the best in people. Gotta loveeee heeer~

Which celebrity do you fancy most? Why?


Which as in who? Well, i fancy Andrew Garfield, BIG TIME rush. Because (not to mention that he's fit), he just seemed to be a very nice person. He's really down to earth, and his acting is just brilliant. He's a very talented actor and ... ah he's just lovely.

this goes to andrew garfield

Have you ever been bullied?

Bullied? As far as i can remember....no. i've never been bullied at school.

Who makes you the happiest?

1) My friends

- they are CRAZY. i can't never laugh at their jokes or their silly stupid random things they do on a daily basis, and they are always there when i needed them. 

2) My family

- of course! I love my family so much. Being with them just makes my heart warm and happy. woop.

3) My bfl

- she is just, BLAAARGH hahaha. no word to describe her, she's random, lunatic, loud, and all packed in one, been best friends for almost 2 years now. ba haaaaa.

What calms you down when you're upset?

Music. just, music, and sometimes crying because you gotta let it all out. I sing at the top of my lungs and dance like crazy until i'm back to being the most fantastic.

Who do you miss the most?

My brother. :( He's currently living in a different town, for almost 3 years now (college). I just miss living with him. Having someone to talk to, watch movies together, playing xbox in my room, food fight and exchange clothes (yep he's my size - ikr.). And he'll go to Switzerland for 10 days tomorrow, which was supposed to be his schedule to go home and eat and sleep and walk around the house randomly, but most of all, i'm so proud of him, thank you for being such a great brother (:

Have you ever fallen in love? Or had your heart broken?

No i don't think so. I think i'm in love with Alex Turner but everyone keeps telling me that it's just a celebrity crush. Meh. screw them. I love alex turner.
Oh my God. i'm forever alone.

Share a secret?

I fancy logan henderson from big time rush. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA