Letters to Juliet (2010)

(background song: someday we'll know - mandy moore)

and so, i watched "letters to juliet" just a week ago. i'm so terribly late, right? haha.
but hey, i didn't want to talk about how late i was, but i wanted to talk about the film. yeah we could say that..haha

in the middle of the film, amanda seyfried's character said this :

"What' and ‘if’ two words as nonthreatening as words come. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: ‘What if?' "

what if, they didn't want to be my friends anymore? what if, i didn't make it? what if, i couldn't be what they want me to be? what if, i wasn't good enough at school? what if, i didn't make them proud? and other what-if(s).

then i stopped a while and thought about it,

and i realized that, this whole time i was that girl, the "i-don't-have-any-confidence" girl.

i was just wondering "what if" " what if" ,while any of them didn't really happen.

and i realized again, that wondering "what if" the whole time , was just a waste of time.

what will really happen is , if you thought about those "what-if(s)" the whole time, IT WILL really HAPPEN. cause, indirectly that's ,what you EXPECTED things to be.

and so, i changed. even i was afraid that maybe i was still that kind of person. and i was just hoping that i AM not. :)