w i s h l i s t :
1) peace by pearce's stuffs
2) the ballet cats tees
3) bittra&starr's dream bracelet
4) mgmt's vinyl metanoia
5) arctic monkeys gigs here
6) good grades
7) beastie boys tees
8) kings of convenience's cds
9) new pointe shoes
10) zara's flowing midi skirt
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t o - d o - l i s t :
1) kick some arse
2) kick more arse
3) clear out some gossips
4) study hard :(
5) study harder >:( [the torture never stops]
6) practice more pirrouetes
7) have fun some more
Monday, October 31, 2011
Sunday, October 30, 2011
random-ish
hi :)
so today i decided not to go to school. why? it's not really important anyway. then why did i write that on -- oh well forget it.
oh, i just got back from milo cup 2011! so stoked, everything was managed very well & the crowd was crazy.
our dance team turned out to be the 2nd runner up & us (supporters) won the first prize hahahaha,too shocking bcs all of our rivals were really tough to compete. congrats congrats tricera {}
anyway, i've been recovering from my un-cheerful-ness life lately. (read the previous posts with 'sappy' or 'melodramatic' labels on it. caution : you would totally puke on your computer after approximately 3 minutes you finished reading them.. your welcome) after the time i force myself to meditate (?), i finally got the courage to put back my missing piece of 'the happy soul' i used to have before i receive that darn report card. the book "ice cream & sadness" helped me a lot though. worth the read :)
the last paragraph sounds way more cheesy than pizza hut's deluxe cheese, doesn't it hahaha
so, before it gets more cheesy, i should just, stop the post here.
so yeah, i guess that's all for this post.
bye folks :D
so today i decided not to go to school. why? it's not really important anyway. then why did i write that on -- oh well forget it.
oh, i just got back from milo cup 2011! so stoked, everything was managed very well & the crowd was crazy.
our dance team turned out to be the 2nd runner up & us (supporters) won the first prize hahahaha,too shocking bcs all of our rivals were really tough to compete. congrats congrats tricera {}
anyway, i've been recovering from my un-cheerful-ness life lately. (read the previous posts with 'sappy' or 'melodramatic' labels on it. caution : you would totally puke on your computer after approximately 3 minutes you finished reading them.. your welcome) after the time i force myself to meditate (?), i finally got the courage to put back my missing piece of 'the happy soul' i used to have before i receive that darn report card. the book "ice cream & sadness" helped me a lot though. worth the read :)
the last paragraph sounds way more cheesy than pizza hut's deluxe cheese, doesn't it hahaha
so, before it gets more cheesy, i should just, stop the post here.
so yeah, i guess that's all for this post.
bye folks :D
Monday, October 24, 2011
carla bruni - quelqu'un ma dit
favorite. :)
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On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses.
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud que de nos chagrins il s'en fait des manteaux pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit...
Que tu m'aimais encore,
C'est quelqu'un qui m'a dit que tu m'aimais encore.
Serais ce possible alors ?
On me dit que le destin se moque bien de nous
Qu'il ne nous donne rien et qu'il nous promet tout
Parais qu'le bonheur est à portée de main,
Alors on tend la main et on se retrouve fou
Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit ...
Mais qui est ce qui m'a dit que toujours tu m'aimais?
Je ne me souviens plus c'était tard dans la nuit,
J'entend encore la voix, mais je ne vois plus les traits
"Il vous aime, c'est secret, lui dites pas que j'vous l'ai dit"
Tu vois quelqu'un m'a dit...
Que tu m'aimais encore, me l'a t'on vraiment dit...
Que tu m'aimais encore, serais ce possible alors ?
On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud
Que de nos tristesses il s'en fait des manteaux,
Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit que...
-- lost ....in......translation hahahaha, so yeah this is the english lyrics (after translated)
It is said that our lives are worthless.
They pass in an instant like the roses wither.
It is said that time which whispers is a perversion for our griefs.
It make layers, still someone told me.
Refrain
That you still love me,
Someone told me that you have lays love me.
Is that still possible?
It is said that destiny mocks us
That it promised everything and gives nothing
It seems that happiness is carried in the hand.
When you stretch the hand and find madness
Still someone told me...
Refrain
But who told me that you love me?
I no longer remember, it was late at night.
I still hear the voice, but I no longer see the face.
"He loves you, it is a secret, he did not say that I should tell you.
You see, someone told me.
That you still love me, someone truly told me ...
That you still love me, is that possible?
It is said that our lives are worthless.
They pass in an instant like the roses wither.
It is said that time which whispers is perversion for our griefs.
The make layers but someone told me.
That from our sadness, layers are made;
Still someone told me...
--
On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses.
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud que de nos chagrins il s'en fait des manteaux pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit...
Que tu m'aimais encore,
C'est quelqu'un qui m'a dit que tu m'aimais encore.
Serais ce possible alors ?
On me dit que le destin se moque bien de nous
Qu'il ne nous donne rien et qu'il nous promet tout
Parais qu'le bonheur est à portée de main,
Alors on tend la main et on se retrouve fou
Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit ...
Mais qui est ce qui m'a dit que toujours tu m'aimais?
Je ne me souviens plus c'était tard dans la nuit,
J'entend encore la voix, mais je ne vois plus les traits
"Il vous aime, c'est secret, lui dites pas que j'vous l'ai dit"
Tu vois quelqu'un m'a dit...
Que tu m'aimais encore, me l'a t'on vraiment dit...
Que tu m'aimais encore, serais ce possible alors ?
On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud
Que de nos tristesses il s'en fait des manteaux,
Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit que...
-- lost ....in......translation hahahaha, so yeah this is the english lyrics (after translated)
It is said that our lives are worthless.
They pass in an instant like the roses wither.
It is said that time which whispers is a perversion for our griefs.
It make layers, still someone told me.
Refrain
That you still love me,
Someone told me that you have lays love me.
Is that still possible?
It is said that destiny mocks us
That it promised everything and gives nothing
It seems that happiness is carried in the hand.
When you stretch the hand and find madness
Still someone told me...
Refrain
But who told me that you love me?
I no longer remember, it was late at night.
I still hear the voice, but I no longer see the face.
"He loves you, it is a secret, he did not say that I should tell you.
You see, someone told me.
That you still love me, someone truly told me ...
That you still love me, is that possible?
It is said that our lives are worthless.
They pass in an instant like the roses wither.
It is said that time which whispers is perversion for our griefs.
The make layers but someone told me.
That from our sadness, layers are made;
Still someone told me...
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
"the wheel" kind-of-thing
hi. sorry for the late update(s,i've been busy dealing with some problems, --school to be exact.
so yesterday, i just received my report card (midterms result) and....my grades dropped. drastically. (not really, but still, it's a bad thing!)
for the past 8 years of school, i've never became "the second". not to be cocky, but it's true. i've always been the best, the-too-good-to-be-true kind of student. and now....it's just, shocking. TOO shocking.
the worse thing is that i don't even know where i went wrong. weird. i know
last night, i tried to figure out "where did i go wrong?". and after a whole lot of thinking, still, i have no clue. at all. "maybe it's just bad luck, or whatever, you still have a chance to win" said archie to me while i was being sappy and things. but then he said again,
"you know, maybe it's good for you, you could take this as a -good- lesson. could you try to be a wee bit more positive?" i sighed. but after all i realized it was right. he was right.
this is a phase where i needed to be wrong, where i needed to lose. because, life is like a wheel. you can't always be on "the top", you know? well i guess i just have to know what it feels like; to be a loser. if i'm too-good-never-been-losing-before, i will be a total cocky person, a pathetic one. a very pathetic one. and i won't be matured and grow up.
.....or i could just.. whine, moan, brag and get used to it --to be a loser hahaaha just kidding.
so yeah. wish me luck folks :)
so yesterday, i just received my report card (midterms result) and....my grades dropped. drastically. (not really, but still, it's a bad thing!)
for the past 8 years of school, i've never became "the second". not to be cocky, but it's true. i've always been the best, the-too-good-to-be-true kind of student. and now....it's just, shocking. TOO shocking.
the worse thing is that i don't even know where i went wrong. weird. i know
last night, i tried to figure out "where did i go wrong?". and after a whole lot of thinking, still, i have no clue. at all. "maybe it's just bad luck, or whatever, you still have a chance to win" said archie to me while i was being sappy and things. but then he said again,
"you know, maybe it's good for you, you could take this as a -good- lesson. could you try to be a wee bit more positive?" i sighed. but after all i realized it was right. he was right.
this is a phase where i needed to be wrong, where i needed to lose. because, life is like a wheel. you can't always be on "the top", you know? well i guess i just have to know what it feels like; to be a loser. if i'm too-good-never-been-losing-before, i will be a total cocky person, a pathetic one. a very pathetic one. and i won't be matured and grow up.
.....or i could just.. whine, moan, brag and get used to it --to be a loser hahaaha just kidding.
so yeah. wish me luck folks :)
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Saturday, October 1, 2011
thoughts
HEEEEEEEEEY!
sooo yeah. midterms turned out okay, and everything went well! wow, it's a little bit unbelievable, but whatever, it's good though hahaha
anyway, october. right. time flies REAL REAL REAL fast huh mate. yes i know i already said that a million times but it's true, it feels like i posted something here yesterday (september) and now it's already the 3rd of October? really? is it just me or you feel the same way too? :o
talking about how time flies real fast, dont you think that gossip flies real fast too? hahaha. so yeah, you guys might already heard about the gossip about me-moving-out-of-school-cause-my-family-wants-to-move-to-LA/Bdg/Jkrdh/whateverunameit. yes exactly. last week my friend ebo, she wrote about me moving out on twitter and then it went like POOFFFF. suddenly, everybody knew. including my teachers. at first, i was like whaaaaaaat? for the goodness of those slurpees on seven eleven! hahahaha it's just really funny, when you walked down and everybody started to ask you questions like "when are you going to move?" or sayings like "pls pls pls invite me to ur farewell!" haahhaha me&ebo truly lol-ed at those.
so yeah gtg so bye!
sooo yeah. midterms turned out okay, and everything went well! wow, it's a little bit unbelievable, but whatever, it's good though hahaha
anyway, october. right. time flies REAL REAL REAL fast huh mate. yes i know i already said that a million times but it's true, it feels like i posted something here yesterday (september) and now it's already the 3rd of October? really? is it just me or you feel the same way too? :o
talking about how time flies real fast, dont you think that gossip flies real fast too? hahaha. so yeah, you guys might already heard about the gossip about me-moving-out-of-school-cause-my-family-wants-to-move-to-LA/Bdg/Jkrdh/whateverunameit. yes exactly. last week my friend ebo, she wrote about me moving out on twitter and then it went like POOFFFF. suddenly, everybody knew. including my teachers. at first, i was like whaaaaaaat? for the goodness of those slurpees on seven eleven! hahahaha it's just really funny, when you walked down and everybody started to ask you questions like "when are you going to move?" or sayings like "pls pls pls invite me to ur farewell!" haahhaha me&ebo truly lol-ed at those.
so yeah gtg so bye!
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