MERRY CHRISTMAS (mostly)

MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL XOXOXOXOXOOXOOO.

there you go, a very sad-looking selfie of me in my holiday jumper, trying to look happy as always.

soooo! it's christmas eve and what am i doing with my life really. I should be out there in the dining room, helping my mom cause my family's having a fairly fancy christmas open-house for my dad's colleagues (probably) and mostly, my brothers' friends tomorrow but i'm here, in my room, simultaneously blogging. i don't know when it happened but i'm 100% sure that the internet had taken my life. rip to my virgin-ish fresh brain.

You know for the record, i'm typing all of this while listening to wham's last christmas. Last christmas has always been my favorite christmas song since i first knew Ashley Tisdale from high school musical. (ironic, i know) Well, she covered the song circa 2008 i guess and then i acknowledged george michael and his band called Wham!, and since then, i've been listening to the song million times. Speaking of christmas songs, All I Want for Christmas by Mariah Carey is also my favorite christmas song. I just love the euphoria that i imagined in my head whenever this song came on. It's just soo good i can't even... Well played, mariah. :)

Anyway, as you probably know, school's off (finally...), i got my report card yesterday and well, you know what, straight A's are the new black. :D Other than that, i'll be spending the rest of the holiday....in my house. Yep, i won't go anywhere, at least that's what i've been told by my parents, just 2 weeks, at home, with my lovely speed internet connection. To be honest with you, I'm really really unsure about how i should feel and react to this. In one side, i should be happy because i can relax my mind and get a full rest, but in another side, are you for real? Like, i've been working my ass off this semester and can't a girl get her time-off? I was expecting some more dramatic family outing this december and well, there you go reality.

Maybe i should just be happy about whatever decision my parents are making for me this holiday because i'm going to a new school next year, and we're probably saving a lot of money since now so, i really have to understand them. So i guess, the things that i'll do from now on to next week will require a lot of boring tv shows, chocolate milk, topshop jumpers, shitload of sleep (i won't take it for granted, i swear!) and not give an eff about whatever it is that is happening because let me tell you this, it's been a fairly sh*tty month since october, and dramas are here and there and this holiday, i swear, i'll keep my mind off of those and JUST HAVE FUN. 

Lastly, happy christmas eve (and merry christmas) to all of you who celebrate it in the church with Jesus, merry "non-religious" christmas to those who celebrate it with san miguel, coronas, and debauchery getting hammered-drunk, hope the party you're attending is dogs-bollocks and to all who don’t celebrate it, hope you have a good monday slash tuesday. :D

If i don't post anything until new year, i just wanna say, it's been a fairly good year with you lovely readers, the pageviews have been increasing like MAD this year, (although 2012 was kinda annoying per se) but above all of that, i love you all. I wish you all the best, i hope you eat yourselves silly, i hope you get all the presents you wished to get and i hope your day is filled with happiness and loveliness and blessing. Merry christmas & Happy new year.

always yours,

xx
m.

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BONUS : santa i've been great this year, please just let me get this for christmas, this is not too much to ask....... i guess?

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1. What band has inspired you the most?
- I can say Arctic Monkeys but i'm pretty sure The Drums has inspired me in a lot of ways possible too. It's not just their music that inspires me a lot but it's also how they manage all the fame that they're getting and not letting it in into their heads. They're really down to earth and they seem to have this really great personality.

2:What/who got you into the music you listen to now?
- Movie soundtracks mostly and of course, my brother. And kak Cass also! It all started when I watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind like a year ago, and as soon as it finished i rushed off into my laptop and googled the soundtrack. I did the same when i watched 500 days of Summer later that year.

3:Is music a big part of your life?
- You have no idea how big it is. Music is a really really big part of my life; i live in a family where you listen to music like 24/7. No, literally. Mum is an enormous fan of jazz    so basically i guess that affects all of my family members. As far as i could remember, mum blasts Earth, Wind & Fire or George Benson through her jbl speaker almost every night so that explains everything.

I learned to play piano when i was 4 and things just kinda went from there. Like i used to sing at the school's choir (but i don't anymore.) and a lot of other things. Music has always been there for me, sad, happy, whatever. Remember amateur's feeling - porcelain raft from last post? There you go.

4:How many concerts have you been to?
- Let's see uhm, P!ATD, Paramore, Katy Perry. I couldn't watch MGMT and the whitest boy alive and the drums because i'm still underage. :( OH! I went to watch Sondre Lerche last year on a jazz festival. Does that count?

5:What is the favorite merch item you’ve ever purchased?
- Beatles mug! I almost bought their lunchbox but i bought elmo instead. (enter plot twist?)

6:Who is your favorite musician/band?
- easy, Arctic Monkeys. And phoenix! Ugh that band is really really underrated by the way.

7:What song do you listen to when you’re sad?
- Luna by Smashing Pumpkins (acoustic version). This song has some kind of a personal memory for me, so it never fails to make me cry. Or maybe stuck in the puzzle by Alex Turner because it's a great song.

DON'T JUDGE but i listened to justin bieber's be alright yesterday and it hit me. (Only God can judge me.)

8:What song do you listen to when you’re mad?
- Any song by the arctic monkeys to be honest. It has some weird sense that could soothe me.

9:What song do you listen to when you’re pissed off?
- Family by The Cast of Cheers. I can't explain why, because the lyrics don't really match up with the situation but if you listen to the song you'll get it.

10:Have you ever moshed?
- No but i've seen one live on paramore's concert last year.

11:CD’s or iTunes?
- Vinyls. iTunes!

12:What is your favorite album? Why?
- My favorite album... i can't choose between Portamento by The Drums or Parachutes by Coldplay Or In Rainbows by Radiohead.

I kinda go with Portamento, though. It still has a bit of similarity from their first self-titled album, but portamento is just amazing. Jonny has this smiths-like tune on Money and all of the songs are ridiculously catchy, somehow. The lyrics are insanely bitter but i can relate to it because it's written by a teen's perspective.

13:Who is the funniest band/band member you know?
- Louis Tomlinson from One Direction. Funniest band? The Lonely Island......haha.

14:What band has the best lyrics?
- COLDPLAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!! And i like best coast as well. But she & him has this really cute lyrics that makes me want to cuddle in a bundle of joy and puke rainbows.

15:How has music helped you?

- Music has helped me in a lot of ways. For example, last year it helped me through the toughest moment, and just by listening to it or playing it on an instrument made me feel better--which is weird.

my proudest possesion II {a very long post.}

Hi everyone!

so anyway, i'm really excited to write this post because im gonna show off some of my new stuffs from Holland and Switzerland!!!!! And no, no. I'm not the one who got the chance to spend my holiday there but my brother was lucky and clever, so yeh. This is his 3rd time though.
At first he told me that he was going to go to amsterdam and switzerland again i was all like

but then he said 'i'll buy you things, don't worry.' and then i was like

Long story short, he decided to buy me these. (AAAAA IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW)

So remember the post when i told you that i bought my very first vinyl? Well now i have 16 of them. I KNOW RIGHT. *and the tears stream down my face*

But first things first, here's my baby-turntable that my brother gave me :

and here are the vinyls.

oh wait, these are the places where my brother bought them :

here they are :

{okay so im just going to post a few of them. why? because if i post all of my vinyls, this post will be extremely boring, broseph.}

and theeeen, my brother gave me 5 packs of chocolate mints, which are my favorites. and also, my aunt marja from  Holland gave me a huge box of chocolates and biscuits. diet what?

and the last one, my favorite, he bought me this from swiss :D

p.s : i love you so muccccch, broooo. you are the most wonderful + kindest human being in this world, literally. i can't thank you enough for the vinyls + turntables. :")

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hi everyone!
so, yeah. it's april. and i'm currently in the mood for some writing so here are a few things you might be wondering about me and well ...now revealed. (:

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Have you ever self harmed? Why?


No. i've never done things to hurt myself on purpose. I think doing self-harm is not going to solve any problems. Okay here, you've been hurt, and then you decided to cut yourself; that means you add more pain into you, inside and outside; mentally and physically. I don't think that harming your self will genuinely flip the problem into 180 degrees and turn things back into normal. If you have a problem, or let's say you are bullied by your seniors or the whole student body hate(s) you or something : you stand up for yourself, and prove them wrong. OR you could just simply....

It's not like by doing self-harm your problems are solved by themselves. So yeah. that's my rant slash thoughts slash opinion on self-harm. :)

Relationship with your father?


My father and i are really good with each other. Although my relationship with my dad is not as close as my relationship with mum, but everything's great. He's a great dad and i learned a lot of things from him. He is one of my role models, which is a great thing because all of my role models are cool, and that means my dad is cool (?). For the past few months I rarely speak to him though, haha. I rarely see him because he goes to work really early and comes back late. My dad is not a typical dad, he sometimes went awkward on conversations and stays quiet instead; cause he's a bit more reserved to himself. But well he's the greatest guy in the world.

Relationship with your mother?


My mum is my best friend. Like seriously, we share each other everything; food, gossip, secrets, room (haha), bags, shoes and other stuffs. She's a really really fun mum, all the lads fancy her. She's talkative, always cracks up jokes, funny and loud. And the best thing about her is that she always sees the best in people. Gotta loveeee heeer~

Which celebrity do you fancy most? Why?


Which as in who? Well, i fancy Andrew Garfield, BIG TIME rush. Because (not to mention that he's fit), he just seemed to be a very nice person. He's really down to earth, and his acting is just brilliant. He's a very talented actor and ... ah he's just lovely.

this goes to andrew garfield

Have you ever been bullied?

Bullied? As far as i can remember....no. i've never been bullied at school.

Who makes you the happiest?

1) My friends

- they are CRAZY. i can't never laugh at their jokes or their silly stupid random things they do on a daily basis, and they are always there when i needed them. 

2) My family

- of course! I love my family so much. Being with them just makes my heart warm and happy. woop.

3) My bfl

- she is just, BLAAARGH hahaha. no word to describe her, she's random, lunatic, loud, and all packed in one, been best friends for almost 2 years now. ba haaaaa.

What calms you down when you're upset?

Music. just, music, and sometimes crying because you gotta let it all out. I sing at the top of my lungs and dance like crazy until i'm back to being the most fantastic.

Who do you miss the most?

My brother. :( He's currently living in a different town, for almost 3 years now (college). I just miss living with him. Having someone to talk to, watch movies together, playing xbox in my room, food fight and exchange clothes (yep he's my size - ikr.). And he'll go to Switzerland for 10 days tomorrow, which was supposed to be his schedule to go home and eat and sleep and walk around the house randomly, but most of all, i'm so proud of him, thank you for being such a great brother (:

Have you ever fallen in love? Or had your heart broken?

No i don't think so. I think i'm in love with Alex Turner but everyone keeps telling me that it's just a celebrity crush. Meh. screw them. I love alex turner.
Oh my God. i'm forever alone.

Share a secret?

I fancy logan henderson from big time rush. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

the nosy issue

yo yo yo yo yo!

how's everyone doing? mine's pretty much the same, well a little bit better actually because .............i'm on holiday, woop wooooop!

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anyway, today i'm going to post about nosy people. yeah, that's right. nosy. or kepo. or whatever you name it.

so today i went on skype, checked some new messages on bbm, and posted a status. "to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die..". i took it from the smiths' song; there is a light that never goes out. i went outside, eat, eat some more, and blah blah blah morning routine.

and then i log on into tumblr and as per usual, greeted by a bunch of 1d photos. hahaha. ha. (is that even necessary to write on here? no? well i'm the owner of this blog so if you don't think it's necessary, get the- jk bbysz lol let me love you) SORRY there are a lot of things going on my mind tonight, so please excuse my behavior. MOVE ALONG!

and then i watched some videos on youtube. while i was waiting for the video to buffer, i checked my blackberry messenger and saw -not- a friend of mine, (actually i didn't want to give this person my pin and accept him/her, but at the time i thought i was being really really rude so yeah) sent me this message :

"Hey gurl sisssy, who is dat on yer statuss? xxxxxxxxx"

and i was just like,

At first i thought it was nice that he/she was being all caring-and-lovey-dovey but then, who dafu- are you? (i know him/her but ....you get it). I answered 'eh noone' and watched the video bcs the buffer(ing) was already finished. I checked my bbm again and found this message, sent by the same person. that nosy muthaf- dipsh- fffffstick :

"Just tellmeh i wont like tell anyone omg xxx"

what. is. the. problem. with. you. Let me tell you that this is not the first time she/he forcing slash mind-raping (what) me to tell him/her about my love life. The other day i posted 'andrew <3' {hehe} on my status and he/she just went la-di-da-ing and sent me this : 'andrew who?????? :/' i answered him/her with a laugh and he/she forced me to tell him/her. At the end of the day, he/she ended up being all omg-im-so-mad bcs i trolled him/her. Ha. eat that, f-stick. Oh and the other day when me and my friend were in a group crying session on skype and he/she didn't even ask our permission to join and just got there and being all nosy. And etc. (i'm dead-serious, this is not the first time. if today was the first time, i ain't gon make a big deal out of it, bbz.) (what did i just type?) (seriously?)

back to the current time,  i told her the truth that the status was not meant for anyone. and she replied with an angry emoticon, and FULL CAPSLOCK. "UGH YOU'RE SO FISHY!!!!!!!!!!!! >:/ >:/" what. did. i. just. read.

okay anybody, just, hold my poodle. seriously... Jesus, what's the matter with you? You don't even know me that well, you have nothing against me, and you know nothing about my life. Okay, if that's your way of making friends.......you're weird. I'm sorry, but it's true. People... they don't like you if you're being such a creep and just dive into their problems. It's none of your business and it's friggin annoying okay? Being such a nosy person IS NOT A GOOD THING.

Imagine, everytime you're on the glossy-gossip-session with your friends and a random nosy person just pops out of nowhere, asking the latest juicy thing. everyday. Terrible, i know. Irritating? YES! It's like eating ben & jerry's in front of baskin robbins... it's just plain wrong.

And now that nosy person is probably reading this and thinking how mean i am, which is 100% true and guess wut bytcccchz, i admit it. and that's probably why boys aren't into me. and that's a completely different issue. i should probably stick with the nosy-people situation. but meh, haters gon hate, potatoes gon potate.

so yeah now i'm gonna go make some sandwiches, that's right sandwiches boo-hoo and then...........it's time for some movie partay time, YEA MAN!

* bonus *

check out the drums' acoustic performance! i love love love love them, big time!



and newsflash i got 'there is a light that never goes out' inked to my stomach ha ha

hehehehe

If you woke up as the opposite sex, whats the first thing you would do?
- scream

Are you addicted to anything?
- gums?

What do you see in a guy/girl?
- i like a guy who likes carrots. trolololo no, i like a guy with a great personality and intelligent.

Has an animal ever attacked you?
- nope

When was the last time someone made you laugh really hard?
- God i forgot, like, 3 weeks ago?

Do you find piercings/tattoos attractive?
- tattoos ; YEEEEEAAA BUDDIE

What's the weirdest thing you've ever licked?
- pen ink

When you wake up, what's the first thought that runs through your head?
- food

Do you actually believe Alaska is covered in snow?
- yea...isn't it?

Are you ever purposely irritating?
- i don't know. hahaha

Would you ever play strip poker?
- hahaha no

If you could make someone disappear, who would it be?
- no one, i love everyone hahaha

Look behind you, what do you see?
- couch

What's your fav thing about the opposite sex?
- err, hm. stach?

What's the most important thing to you?
- my family

What would you be doing right now if you were kicked off your computer?
- sleeping/eating. yes my holiday is that pathetic.

How do you spend your weekends?
- hang out with some friends/tumblr-ing/blogging

Who do you want to be with right now?
- zooey deschanel or tavi gevinson

Are you fun to hang with?
- maybe. ohohoho i sure the heck am

What country would you love to visit?
- greece

What's on your mind right now?
- answering these questions. horan actually

When was the last time you went to a good party?
- err a week ago

Fav song?
- heaven's on fire

Can you lick your elbow?
- nope

If you jumped out your bedroom window right now, how injured would you be?
- bruises only.

What would you do if your bf/gf cheated on you with your best friend?
- i'd do the sliding tackle to them. ha.

Do you like anyone you can't have?
- yeah. #foreveralone

Do you dance even without music?
- yep!

Does anyone tease you cause of your name?
- yea :(

What song is stuck in your head right now?
- video games - lana del rey

What's your darkest secret?
- ??

What do you think is at the end of the rainbow?
- mind blown...........clouds.

If a blind guy/girl started hitting on you, what would you do?
- froze B) f-yeaaaaa

What was the last concert you want to?
- paramore

Do you speak your mind?
- YEPPP ALL THE TIME BUD.

Can you handle the truth?
- yes. absolutely.

What would you do if someone random on the street came up to you and started hitting on you?
- i'd just froze and do the jenna marbles face.

Ever been caught naked?
- nope.

Ever been in a fight?
- yep.

If so did you win?
- nope.

Have you ever kissed your bestfriend?
- nope. as in kissed = make out

Done anything illegal lately?
- "everything is legal if you don't get caught"

Name the most stupidest thing you've ever done?
- dance without no music and get caught

Would you talk to someone you don't know on the internet?
- nope.. stranger-danger

Ever been in trouble for something you didn't do?
- YEA. GERRAIYDFGHKASDFGHJKL

Ever done anything stupid towards a cop?
- yea! ahahaha

Have you ever been in an accident of some sort?
- nope

If yes, may I ask what the accident was? (You don't have to answer this if you don't want to)


Have you lied to your parents about where you've been or going?
- no

Ever had a prank turn out wrong? (and I don't mean the person dying or anything like that)
- yeah -_-

Would you send money to a starving family in another country?
- yeah i'd love to

Are you hungry?
- yes

If you could speak another language, what would it be?
- i'd love to speak french, greek.

One word to describe yourself?
- rigid

To describe your friends?
- cheerful

What's the last present you've received?
- a tambourine hahaha

What would you rather have as a name?
- sky marie j.

Any siblings?
- yep

Are you a sporty kind of person or do you like to lay around and do nothing but watch tv or sit at the computer?
- lay around and do nothing and sit at the computer and laugh at nothing

Could you outrun a bus?
- i think so...

You and your friends are bored. What do you do?
- dancing like an egg-head

Who hates Twilight as much as I do?
- ms.dennise my english teacher trolololo

What's your favorite thing to do in your spare time?
- listen to music

What's your fav website?
- www.tumblr.com

Single or Taken?
- single

Good or Bad kisser?
- good. no matter what, i'm good. haha

What would you do if the world were coming to an end?
- i'd kiss harry styles. yea buddie

Biggest regret ever?
- i don't regret things. i, regret, NOTHING. *ba dum tss*

Last but not least. What's your name?
- stupid question

2012 & random stuffs.

it's 2012 people! boohoo happy new year to all of you.

so yeah it's 2012. and overall 2011 has been a great year blabla,, memories made blabla,, and etc. i'm not good at writing cheesy stuffs lads.

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enough for the 2012 thingy, i'm now officially in love with this guy...

boo-hoo!

i know i usually adore indie guys like alex turner , ben goldwasser, andrew vanwyngarden, and listen to music like mgmt, arctic monkeys, the strokes , deathcab for cutie.....and etc. but aaaaaa i can't help it one direction is just, perfection. *drools*

and yes i spent half of my holiday screaming "niall niall niall niall niall" and squeaks over their hotness. and yes (again) i have no life.

p. s : i can't wait to get out of here. h-3 until i leave my j-town

trolololo

apparently i have no life ......and so, these are 2 videos that had successfully brighten up my mood. and my day. ...period



hahaha i know right, lol at shane oman. :))

and,



hahahaha. ha. ha.

christmas ! boohoooooooooo

HEY PEEPS. (ha? did i just type peeps? hahaha what kind of person-move along) hi folks-lads-dudes-ladydudes-bros- etc etc etc.

well it's christmas......IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!
merry christmas to you who celebrates, have a great one this year hehe

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speaking of christmas, yesterday i accidentally saw my friend's status on bbm. he wrote "terrible christmas! :(" on his private message. and suddenly, it hits me.

(i'm not going to mention names here so if you guys know about who the guy is, just please keep it to yourself and the reason i'm not putting names here is because i respect the lad. thanks.)

why?

because ..
first. whining ,moaning ,and/or bragging on a social network is always annoying. yep note this.

and then why do you blame christmas , as in THE HAPPIEST DAY OF THE YEAR (supposed to; until you went la-di-da-ing innocently updated that pm. HERGH) for your own problem?

there's no such thing as a terrible christmas my friend. You're the one that makes your own christmas terrible. get it?

the thing is, you're ruining our christmas spirit. God! may you rot in...kenny rogers. -_-

actually, i've never given any single f-bomb about anybody's life or vas sapnin at the moment but this my friend, is a total exception.

here let me get this straight for you.
1) we (people) are having a very cheerful christmas so we don't literally give a single crap about how terrible your christmas eve went.

we just don't care ,okay? don't be such a sloppy baby. you're a friggin guy.

2) you are blaming christmas which means you're blaming the day of our messiah, our rockstar, our big boss.

i can't believe i'm spoiled while i'm listening to Peacetime Resistance. I'm going to change it into the doors due to my madness. blaregn eaukvasdfghjkl.

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but i'm having a joyful christmas anyway.

bye lads! happy holidayssss

p.s : only a terrible person gets a so-called terrible christmas. HA

dog days

HI PEOPLE. WAIT IMMA TURN MY CAPSLOCK OFF FIRST. HA.

okay. my FINALS ARE FINALLY OVER.......................oh God. i am so glad i can't even resist this feeling. you know that feeling after you burped? joyful, holy, glad, happiness, and other happy things snickled in one! perfecto. i know. this, my friend, is happening to me right now!

anyway people, it's december! yay, even closer to 2012. even closer to feist's concerts. and arctic monkeys too.i can't wait but ....oh! i'm not going to watch her bcs the show's in singapore. oh let's watch arctic monkeys then. where? BRISBANE. :'(

heeeugh why don't you just stop by for a while, checking out this very fair land located near australia alex? :( please sir turner :(

by the way- oh wait, is this john mayer's no such thing playing on my itunes right now? whoa this is so not happening, john mayer? seriously? i'm so- move along.

so yeah. 2011 is going to end in like 3 weeks from now or something. wow it's just so fast, everything.

the thing is, i don't feel like i'm improving (in anything) from last year until now. well i don't particularly know ;i can't even judge myself hahaha but in some things like school... or maybe some other stuffs that i can't describe here, they're starting to come down slowly.

i can't say it's other people's fault or my friends' influence, but maybe it's just me. well i can say for the last 3 months of 2011, ...they suck. a lot. literally.

actually i'm starting to get used to it, and i don't really whine/moan/putting craps above anything but i've decided to start fresh. kudos to me. ha.

and, there are lots of things i haven't done in 2011 too. like skiing, wear braces, or stuffs.

in the end....i hope i can be a better person for everyone in 2012.
again, kudos to me. do the standing ovation. now. pronto. ha.


cheers folks, have a great december everyone

:')

i love you :')

p.s : happy birthday ndablooo :*

september.

heey (:

soyeaah.. it's been a little while since the last time i posted something on here i guess hahaha.

anyway~
i'm going to talk about....... BIEBER FEVEEEEER. no, really. it's a joke.
so, yeah. september. it's all about the test test test exams exams exams AND the last....... MIDTERMS aaaaaa gyaaaaaa!!!

actually it's not really that horrible/scary/whatever u name it. it's just, like a bunch of horrifying questions packed in one! (so, yes it IS horrible.) but i don't knowww, i haven't done it yet duh haha. wish me luck dollss O:)

so yes.. i'm on the last day of my ied holiday. my school gave us 10 days of hols and now it's the 9th day hahaha. i don't really go on vacation actually. why? BECAUSE my home's going to be empty if i go on vacation. ahhh but to be brutally honest, i really really need a vacation right now :( poor me. paradise..... seems like nonsense to me. gaaah.

...but i guess december's a nice month to go on holiday ! HA. HA.

xx

the art of doing nothing [100questions]

HEY! i'm finally back. my freshman year just ended last week and now i'm on holidaaay yeay. haha.
unfortunately i got nothing to do at home -_-, because my dad works all the time. :/ haha.

anyway, this post is about me answering 100 random questions.
here it goes!

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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"- Panik tingkat ujian nasional"

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
- my kipling bag

3. Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
- youtube-ing

4. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- a music show like trl i guess

5. Without looking, guess what time it is
- 20.40

6. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
- 20.43 hahahaha CLOSE!!

7. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- the sound of my air conditioner

8. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
- an hour ago. i was searching for some fresh air

9. Did you dream last night?
- yeah

10. Do you remember your dreams?
- YES.

11. When did you last laugh?
- half a minute ago

12. Do you remember why / at what?
- yess i remember why. it's because of dery's face on his youtube videos hahaha! at dery.

13. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- my photos

14. Seen anything weird lately?
- nope

15. What do you think of this quiz?
- interesting maybe

16. What is the last film you saw?
- shrek 4 (shrek forever after)

17. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
- NEW YORK

18. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
- a vw beetle

19. Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
- clumsy

20. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics,
what would you do?
- i would give peace a chance. ;) the world definitely needs more peace & end those wars.

21. Do you like to dance?
- yes of course ;)

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
- yessssss hahaha

23. Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
- emm maybe i don't know haha

24. Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
- my mom

25. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
- akhiri saja, a song haha

26. Last time you swam in a pool?
- last week..... yeah.

27. Type of music you like most?
- urban music

28. Type of music you dislike most?
- dangdut

29. Are you listening to music right now?
- yes

30. What color is your bedroom carpet?
- pink

31. If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or
mess, what would you do?
- i would gladly change the type of my home from classy into minimalist.

32. What was the last thing you bought?
- magazine

33. Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
- yesss

34. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
- bungee jumping!

35. Do you have a garden?
- yes.

36. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
- yes of course

37. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
- BREAKFAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's like im hungry all the time rrr haha

38. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
- ANDREW GARFIELDDDD

39. Who sent the last text message you received?
- vera

40. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
- zara

41. What time is bed time?
- 22.00 or 23.00 or idk haha

42. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
- nope

43. How many tattoos do you have?
- i don't have one

44. If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
- yes hahaha XP

45. What did you do for your last birthday?
- i did nothing. :( but for good, i threw a little party at my crib haha

46. Do you carry a donor card?
- what is that?

47. Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
- my mom

48. Is the glass half empty or half full?
- half full

49. What's the farthest-away place you've been?
- vatican

50. When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
- emm i don't eat my homegrown tomatoes. my mom does.

51. Have you ever won a trophy?
- yeah

52. Are you a good cook?
- still in progress :p

53. Do you know how to pump your own gas?
- nooooo.

54. If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it
be?
- rds

55. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
- yes of course haha

56. Do you touch-type?
*skip*

57. What's under your bed?
- emm i don't know; a lot of things?

58. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- yes

59. Think fast, what do you like right now?
- rds

60. Where were you on Valentine's day?
- school.

61. What time do you get up?
- 07.00 or 06.30

62. What was the name of your first pet?
- bonchu

63. Who is the second to last person to call you?
- my stalker

64. Is there anything going on this weekend?
- no

65. How are you feeling right now?
- happy to the absolute fullest, because of no reason(s)

66. What do you think about the most?
- my education

67. What time do you get up in the morning?
- see number 61

68. If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
- 1 second hahahaha

69. Who would you tell first?
- my parents

70. What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?
- scream 4 :x

71. Do you sing in the shower?
- YEAAAAAH!!

72. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
- see number 40

73. What do you do most when you are bored?
- singing maybe

74. What do you do for a living?
- work

75. Do you love your job?
*skip*

76. What did you want to be when you grew up?
- a dentist ;)

77. If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
- dentist

78. Which came first the chicken or the egg?
- the chicken

79. How many keys on your key ring?
- a lot haha

80. Where would you retire to?
- a little village in holland

81. What kind of car do you drive?
- matic

82. What are your best physical features?
- my legs

83. What are your best characteristics?
- warm , humble <3

84. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
- greek

85. What kind of books do you like to read?
- fantasy, true-story, self-written

86. Where would you want to retire to?
- see number 80

87. What is your favorite time of the day?
- the afternoon

88. Where did you grow up?
- city full of big buildings

89. How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
- not so far

90. What are you reading now?
- these questions

91. Are you a morning person or a night owl?
- morning person

92. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
- noooo

93. Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
- surprisingly YES!

94. Do you have pets?
- yes

95. How many rings before you answer the phone?
- 2/3

96. What is your best childhood memory?
- my first ballet recital

97. What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
*skip*

98. Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
- no

99. What is most important in life?
- family

100. What Inspires You?
- my parents. they inspire me the most bcs i think they could be the best role model for me ;)

holiday post

hello all! i'm back HEHEHEHEHE! *wide smile* *zoom in 5x*

So now i am having a not-so-long holiday from my school because my seniors are having their national exam. :) i hope they can pass it all with a good score :):)

talking about holiday, i'm not thinking of maybe you know, going out of town . why? because , as you know, traffic happens everywhere AND every time *sigh*. i don't want to waste my time just seeing the beautiful-landscape-of-HIGHWAY! AND CARS. So, i choose to stay at home.

I find it a lot to do at home, actually. Like, helping my mom making some snacks, watching dvds, reading novels,or giving some "me-time" to myself.

And btw, the end of the semester is near. :o time flies fast huh. This semester was soooo really really fun. I love my classmates! I don't even know they're THAT crazy! Hahahhaa, i'm really sad thinking i'll be leaving this class real soon, :'(

Anyway, me and my school organization will have a big project to do! On the same month with my ballet show. It means i'm going to be super busy soon! I'm veeerry excited about all this. Hope it will turn out okay! :)

Too bad i have an assignment to do,

sooooo ...goodBYE!

p.s : happy easter, i know i'm late , but it's okay right? hahaha , GBU and your family.

#day1: bali

HEY ALL.
just arrived in Bali. :) again , will spend my christmas eve here. sadly, i couldn't go to the church [tonight duh] because my parents were dead-tired. so we decided to go to the church tomorrow.

anyway, i'm posting this from my laptop. yeah i brought my modem, yeaay. fyi i'll be back to jkt on 2 january. so it seemed like i spent half of my holiday here.

oh and do you guys know the best places to go in here? like slingshots/ stuffs like that? if you do, pleaseee pleaseee please tell me. <3

mother's day love.

you give me a place to stay when no one else will.
you always make my breakfast.
you always make my dinner.
you love me because i'm me.
you treat me like i'm a child when i'm sick.
you cook my favorite foods.
you give the best advices.
you are stylish.
you are nice to everybody.
you are my role model.
you always have the best conversation.
you speak english , like FLUENTLY.
you care about me and everyone else.
you are honest.
you are my best friend forever.
you are beautiful.
you share your food with me, even though it's your favorite.
you always know how i feel.
you UNDERSTAND me.

and the last one,
you are my mother.


happy mother's day mom. <3

H-infinity.

tomorrow : report card.

can i just, skip tomorrow and be back on 3 january 2011? haa. of course not.
then why did i say that? oh, and why are we talking about this right now? i don't know either. hahahahhaa.

as you know, every student in my school HATES the report-card-day. because of their afraid-ness of the result maybe. or, erm, idk hahaha.

report-card-day's tomorrow. that means , holiday's about to start in about 2 days. like i've said before ( havent i ? dunno forget) i'll spend the whole "happy-holiday" in Bali. With my Mom. And my dad. And my BROTHER. Let's just say.. the whole family. fyi i'll bring my laptop. and my own modem maybe. soo we'll still keep in touch.

then, what can i say?
oh 3 words : WISH-ME-LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

new year resolution

yeah it's 18 days to 2011! ayeaaah.

and so, year-after-year i always make some new year resolutions.actually, none of them happened. (i know right)

then, this year i make one again! yes,i regret nothing. B) WOO-HOO!
2011 resolution : K-A-Y-A-N-G

haaah. let's just hope it's not another useless new year resolution, amen.

zombie.

ergh i feel like a zombie right now

school is about to start (AGAIN.) in like 3 days
im totally,really,super freaked out right now.
(if you could see my face right now i can tell that you want to slap it at the first time.)
i think i need some extra holiday(s)
yeah even if i get some extra holiday, i wouldn't OR i couldn't go anywhere.
why?
because
the
midterms
are
about
to
start
RIGHT AFTER
the
holiday.
that means i have to: study extra hard, study extra hard, AND study extra hard.

i feel like half of my soul is gone. huhuhuhu

errrrrr...wish me luck . that's all i can say... *sigh*.

ily

xx