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Showing posts with label bad day. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bad day. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

the nosy issue

yo yo yo yo yo!

how's everyone doing? mine's pretty much the same, well a little bit better actually because .............i'm on holiday, woop wooooop!

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anyway, today i'm going to post about nosy people. yeah, that's right. nosy. or kepo. or whatever you name it.

so today i went on skype, checked some new messages on bbm, and posted a status. "to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die..". i took it from the smiths' song; there is a light that never goes out. i went outside, eat, eat some more, and blah blah blah morning routine.

and then i log on into tumblr and as per usual, greeted by a bunch of 1d photos. hahaha. ha. (is that even necessary to write on here? no? well i'm the owner of this blog so if you don't think it's necessary, get the- jk bbysz lol let me love you) SORRY there are a lot of things going on my mind tonight, so please excuse my behavior. MOVE ALONG!

and then i watched some videos on youtube. while i was waiting for the video to buffer, i checked my blackberry messenger and saw -not- a friend of mine, (actually i didn't want to give this person my pin and accept him/her, but at the time i thought i was being really really rude so yeah) sent me this message :

"Hey gurl sisssy, who is dat on yer statuss? xxxxxxxxx"

and i was just like,



At first i thought it was nice that he/she was being all caring-and-lovey-dovey but then, who dafu- are you? (i know him/her but ....you get it). I answered 'eh noone' and watched the video bcs the buffer(ing) was already finished. I checked my bbm again and found this message, sent by the same person. that nosy muthaf- dipsh- fffffstick :

"Just tellmeh i wont like tell anyone omg xxx"

what. is. the. problem. with. you. Let me tell you that this is not the first time she/he forcing slash mind-raping (what) me to tell him/her about my love life. The other day i posted 'andrew <3' {hehe} on my status and he/she just went la-di-da-ing and sent me this : 'andrew who?????? :/' i answered him/her with a laugh and he/she forced me to tell him/her. At the end of the day, he/she ended up being all omg-im-so-mad bcs i trolled him/her. Ha. eat that, f-stick. Oh and the other day when me and my friend were in a group crying session on skype and he/she didn't even ask our permission to join and just got there and being all nosy. And etc. (i'm dead-serious, this is not the first time. if today was the first time, i ain't gon make a big deal out of it, bbz.) (what did i just type?) (seriously?)

back to the current time,  i told her the truth that the status was not meant for anyone. and she replied with an angry emoticon, and FULL CAPSLOCK. "UGH YOU'RE SO FISHY!!!!!!!!!!!! >:/ >:/" what. did. i. just. read.



okay anybody, just, hold my poodle. seriously... Jesus, what's the matter with you? You don't even know me that well, you have nothing against me, and you know nothing about my life. Okay, if that's your way of making friends.......you're weird. I'm sorry, but it's true. People... they don't like you if you're being such a creep and just dive into their problems. It's none of your business and it's friggin annoying okay? Being such a nosy person IS NOT A GOOD THING.

Imagine, everytime you're on the glossy-gossip-session with your friends and a random nosy person just pops out of nowhere, asking the latest juicy thing. everyday. Terrible, i know. Irritating? YES! It's like eating ben & jerry's in front of baskin robbins... it's just plain wrong.

And now that nosy person is probably reading this and thinking how mean i am, which is 100% true and guess wut bytcccchz, i admit it. and that's probably why boys aren't into me. and that's a completely different issue. i should probably stick with the nosy-people situation. but meh, haters gon hate, potatoes gon potate.

so yeah now i'm gonna go make some sandwiches, that's right sandwiches boo-hoo and then...........it's time for some movie partay time, YEA MAN!

* bonus *

check out the drums' acoustic performance! i love love love love them, big time!



and newsflash i got 'there is a light that never goes out' inked to my stomach ha ha

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

"the wheel" kind-of-thing

hi. sorry for the late update(s,i've been busy dealing with some problems, --school to be exact.

so yesterday, i just received my report card (midterms result) and....my grades dropped. drastically. (not really, but still, it's a bad thing!)

for the past 8 years of school, i've never became "the second". not to be cocky, but it's true. i've always been the best, the-too-good-to-be-true kind of student. and now....it's just, shocking. TOO shocking.
the worse thing is that i don't even know where i went wrong. weird. i know

last night, i tried to figure out "where did i go wrong?". and after a whole lot of thinking, still, i have no clue. at all. "maybe it's just bad luck, or whatever, you still have a chance to win" said archie to me while i was being sappy and things. but then he said again,
"you know, maybe it's good for you, you could take this as a -good- lesson. could you try to be a wee bit more positive?" i sighed. but after all i realized it was right. he was right.

this is a phase where i needed to be wrong, where i needed to lose. because, life is like a wheel. you can't always be on "the top", you know? well i guess i just have to know what it feels like; to be a loser. if i'm too-good-never-been-losing-before, i will be a total cocky person, a pathetic one. a very pathetic one. and i won't be matured and grow up.

.....or i could just.. whine, moan, brag and get used to it --to be a loser hahaaha just kidding.

so yeah. wish me luck folks :)

Saturday, September 17, 2011

another questions

yes. worst day ever. and i totally mean it. i just got my face and heart kicked in the arse-crack. together. AT THE SAME TIME. booyah! congratulations, me. oh God......
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA i'm so ashamed of myself i could utterly eat this mac right now. *crunchcrunch*

so yeah, here i am, trying to put my heart and face back again together, constantly making me happy one try at a time. how? with answering this meme thingy. lame? dork? nerd? i donnnnttttt care. (:( (cant you hear me screaming deep inside like 'cheer me up right now i need someone please gargagragragagggagagaggarrgrrrrr'?) hhh.

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1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
- car

2. Who are you in love with?
- current? a guy named alex david t

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
- yep

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
- YEEEEESSSSSHH

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
- last week

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
- nope

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
- depends on the dollar yer talking about brawh

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
- last month

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
- nope

10. Are you hot?
- ..............what..is..this..thing

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
- teh botol

12. What are you wearing right now?
- oversized sweater and a very short shorts. (see what i did there? short shorts? no? okay.)

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
- wash mi car

14. Last food that you ate?
- chinese noodles

15. Where were you last week at this time?
- pim

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
- yesss i did

17. When is the last time you ran?
- YESterDAY

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
- football match

19. What is your favorite animal?
- puppy and honey bear. unicorn........ they do exist.

20. Your dream vacation?
- greek. please. just, greek.

21. Last person's house you were in?
- kak vira

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
- keplitek

23. Have you been in love?
- i'm in love right now. WITH ALEXXX DAVID tuhr-nuhr

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
- yes.

25. Last play you saw?
- paramore

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
- i don't know. nothing.

27. What are your plans for tonight?
- sleep. eat. eat some more. eat snacks. watch dvd until morning.

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
- ditsa , kayaknya

29. Next trip you are going to take?
- singpr. maybeeee~

30. Ever go to camp?
- no. won't.

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
- honestly.............yes. no im kidding lol

32. What do you want to know about the future?
- my future husband yay yay yay

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
- yes. versace's baby rose jeans. never gets old

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
- yes... my teeth's a troublemaker

35. Where is your best friend?
- now? shopping. without me. YEP.

36. How is your best friend?
- she is nice.........-ish.

37. Do you have a tan?
- what is that thing?

38. What are you listening to right now?
- savage garden - i knew i loved you

39. Do you collect anything?
- yessss

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
- everybody's a gossiper i guess

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
- last month

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
- i always do.

43. What does your last text message say?
- "cupmwaaaa :*"

44. Do you like hot sauce?
- YEAH

45. Last time you took a shower?
- about 8 hours ago

46. Do you need to do laundry?
- no

47. What is your heritage?
- *beep*

48. Are you someone's best friend?
- yes i am DUH

49. Are you rich?
- what?

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
- bbm-ing

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feeling not much better. still.