rainy days, life, and well, everything. (if its possible)

ELLO PEOPLE!

oh God it's been 2 months since i left this blog and everything's still exactly like when i left it, hasn't changed a bit :"). (Wait, what.)

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So in case you're wondering about where was i after all these times, i've been keeping myself busy with lots and lots of homeworks, tasks, essays (which i'll post later he.) and meh, possibly everything.

(asleep - the smiths)

I mentioned about "living my life" on my previous previous post so, that's the main reason why i left the internet for a while. I've been trying to live my life the way it's supposed to be, trying to get to know the people i've already met but haven't known them personally, (reminiscing the fact that i'm leaving in approximately 5,6 or 7 months), doing school assignments (everyday oh mYGOD)  and i spent most of the time you know, thinking. There's this time when I overthink things way too much until i questioned myself, "do you always think this much?"

...Is it weird? That i often think about things i'm not supposed to think? Well i'm a thinker- i must say, but this is getting stronger everyday. Like i think way too much to the point where my head hurts and the only way to reduce it is to sleep. (Like i can haha.) Or maybe to listen to the sound of the rain. (I downloaded it, oh God, it's true about what they say, you can download everything from the internet these days.)

Speaking of which, it's been raining A LOT since october. It's good though--it's the good kind. The ones that'll make you feel warm even though it's cold outside. The ones that'll make you feel like you're a part of the universe-- like you're really there-- like you really do belong "here". The ones that'll make couples crumble to each other and us singles will listen to Ed Sheeran for the rest of the day. The ones where you just want to go outside and dance and just forget about everything for a while.

(That's funny though; "Forget about everything for a while". The truth is, I'm desperate to even breath right now. I just need to get away from everything (and by everything i mean people. or school.) for at least a day, a day off to watch old tvs.)

As the days go by, it's becoming a routine now. Those damned tasks, assignments, deadlines, and everything i can't write here. You know there's not a day without a ton of sighs and whines. I'm just tired, maybe even bored. It's becoming too frequent; the thinking too much, the ed sheeran replays, and well everything--possibly.

But if it's true what they say about this, i hope i can make it. I hope i won't be "that kid again". I hope i won't be just the girl around the corner. I hope all the ed sheeran replays, all the walk home by the rain, all the crumbles and all the time i sacrificed is worth it. Amen.

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1. What band has inspired you the most?
- I can say Arctic Monkeys but i'm pretty sure The Drums has inspired me in a lot of ways possible too. It's not just their music that inspires me a lot but it's also how they manage all the fame that they're getting and not letting it in into their heads. They're really down to earth and they seem to have this really great personality.

2:What/who got you into the music you listen to now?
- Movie soundtracks mostly and of course, my brother. And kak Cass also! It all started when I watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind like a year ago, and as soon as it finished i rushed off into my laptop and googled the soundtrack. I did the same when i watched 500 days of Summer later that year.

3:Is music a big part of your life?
- You have no idea how big it is. Music is a really really big part of my life; i live in a family where you listen to music like 24/7. No, literally. Mum is an enormous fan of jazz    so basically i guess that affects all of my family members. As far as i could remember, mum blasts Earth, Wind & Fire or George Benson through her jbl speaker almost every night so that explains everything.

I learned to play piano when i was 4 and things just kinda went from there. Like i used to sing at the school's choir (but i don't anymore.) and a lot of other things. Music has always been there for me, sad, happy, whatever. Remember amateur's feeling - porcelain raft from last post? There you go.

4:How many concerts have you been to?
- Let's see uhm, P!ATD, Paramore, Katy Perry. I couldn't watch MGMT and the whitest boy alive and the drums because i'm still underage. :( OH! I went to watch Sondre Lerche last year on a jazz festival. Does that count?

5:What is the favorite merch item you’ve ever purchased?
- Beatles mug! I almost bought their lunchbox but i bought elmo instead. (enter plot twist?)

6:Who is your favorite musician/band?
- easy, Arctic Monkeys. And phoenix! Ugh that band is really really underrated by the way.

7:What song do you listen to when you’re sad?
- Luna by Smashing Pumpkins (acoustic version). This song has some kind of a personal memory for me, so it never fails to make me cry. Or maybe stuck in the puzzle by Alex Turner because it's a great song.

DON'T JUDGE but i listened to justin bieber's be alright yesterday and it hit me. (Only God can judge me.)

8:What song do you listen to when you’re mad?
- Any song by the arctic monkeys to be honest. It has some weird sense that could soothe me.

9:What song do you listen to when you’re pissed off?
- Family by The Cast of Cheers. I can't explain why, because the lyrics don't really match up with the situation but if you listen to the song you'll get it.

10:Have you ever moshed?
- No but i've seen one live on paramore's concert last year.

11:CD’s or iTunes?
- Vinyls. iTunes!

12:What is your favorite album? Why?
- My favorite album... i can't choose between Portamento by The Drums or Parachutes by Coldplay Or In Rainbows by Radiohead.

I kinda go with Portamento, though. It still has a bit of similarity from their first self-titled album, but portamento is just amazing. Jonny has this smiths-like tune on Money and all of the songs are ridiculously catchy, somehow. The lyrics are insanely bitter but i can relate to it because it's written by a teen's perspective.

13:Who is the funniest band/band member you know?
- Louis Tomlinson from One Direction. Funniest band? The Lonely Island......haha.

14:What band has the best lyrics?
- COLDPLAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!! And i like best coast as well. But she & him has this really cute lyrics that makes me want to cuddle in a bundle of joy and puke rainbows.

15:How has music helped you?

- Music has helped me in a lot of ways. For example, last year it helped me through the toughest moment, and just by listening to it or playing it on an instrument made me feel better--which is weird.

life soundtrack

The instructions:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and a lot of the songs fit with the setting

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Opening Credits: Black Hole - She & Him
- well, my life's gonna be fun hahaha.

Waking Up: Get Burned - Sleeper Agent
- yes happy tune happy tune woohooooooo, super fit!


First Day At School: Islands - David's Lyre
- well.......

Falling In Love: Quel qu'un ma dit - Carla Bruni
- yes!

Fight Song: Time to wander - gypsy & the cat
- what.................

Breaking Up: As is - Ani DiFranco
- gives me the idea that breaking up ain't always about sad songs hahah

Prom night/Life's ok: Bi Polar Bear - Silver Swans
- yea mannnnn

Mental Breakdown: Sugar Town - Zooey Deschanel
- ok this is weird.

Driving: World News - Local Natives
- yes! super fit

Flashback: Young Love - Mystery Jets ft. Laura Marling
- hahahaha this is fun

Getting back together: Love Lost - The Temper Trap
- i have no idea. super fit

Wedding: Baby i'm yours - arctic monkeys
- i swear to God this is on shuffle, i swear

Birth of Child: Mango tree - angus & julia stones
- beautiful :')

Final Battle: If he likes it, let him do it - the drums
- the gloomy tune fits perfectly

Funeral Song: If she wants me - belle & sebastian
- okay this is weird.


End credits : Yesterday once more - the carpenters
- this is funny bcs the title hahaa

How to Get More Money a la thebraincycles

ello everybody!{as per usual don't mind the titles, they're so da*n cheesy} (<-- insert british accent here)

 How are things going? i hope they're okay because mine's SO DARN GREEEEEAAAAAAATTTTT!!!!! .....Not really. But yeah everything's fine, they are "just" fine, not "meh" and not "omgomgomg".

 -

So if you already read my last post about the crate digging stuff, what do you think? friends and my family... nah, they don't really appreciate them the way i praise vinyl records but whatever they don't understand how much i love them. (mom dad wild bro troll friends lolololol sorreh if yoou read this, aww let me love you) I - LOVE - THEM! {vinyls.-- SORRY ,again.}

I tend to get more money to buy another vinyl record, which is a little bit hard for me to do because i'm not fasting this month ..so yeah, suck things suck. And so instead of whining like a spoiled brat on social medias which pisses people off most of the times, i thought, "why don't i do something instead of wait for something?" So here goes my brilliant ideas to buy my new vinyl record or to get more money to buy them :

1) Join a circus
2) Drop out of school and start singing and signed by simon cowell
3) Marry all of one direction members and held a charity together (dang it's a bonus.)
4) Eat food for money
5) Eat meat for money
6) Will roll for money
7) cry until someone gives you money
8) bite other people's hand and say rawr and convince them that you're down syndrome and keep doing the same thing until they give you money
9) go to parties and mob them with your amazing talent on gymnastics and when it's over tell them to give you money.
10) back to number 1.

+ etc.

The thing is, i have to work extra hard slash study 9 hours a day (not only do the midterms are coming up in 3 days but ..ah you get the point) slash work my friggin ass off for one vinyl. ONE VINYL. Why? Because they are really expensive here and rare and stuffs, so yeah. #prayforthisgirls'rippedheart and after a whole lot of words i typed here i just realized that now i'm bragging about stuffs on my own blog.

So yeah. Im done.


BONUS : current obsession --> gifs

bo r e d o m kil ls

When's the last time you ran?
- an hour ago

Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
- nope

What are you dreading right now?
- what?

Do you celebrate 420?
- what? no

Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
- no. not anymore

If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do?
- i'll make up
some excuses so they will leave my house immediately.

Who last slapped your face?
- lol idk no one

Have you ever been on your school's track team?
- yep

Do you own a pair of Converse?
- yes, everybody does

Did you copy and paste this survey?
- definitely

Do you eat raw cookie dough?
- no!............yea

Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
- YES HAHAHAHA

Don't you hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over?
- yes . urgh that feeling


Do you watch Trading Spaces?
- no

How do you eat oreos?
- twist & lick, yea buddie!

Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
- yes, as if someone means liam.

Are you cocky?
- yes. at least i do admit

Could you live without a computer?
- yes, err no.

Do you wear your shoes in the house?
- nope!

Who or what sleeps with you?
- my blackberry & mrs teddy aurora

At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real?
- SANTA WASN'T REAL????????????????

How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?
- phones 2 or more, house phones 1, cell phones 5 or more.

What do you do when you're sad?
- i sing & i sleep & i eat, a lot

Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
- my mum

Last time you saw your best friend?
- half an hour ago

Are you a freshman or?
- im a sophomore, senior in 3 months!!

What jewelry are you wearing?
- earrings & bracelets

Is anyone on your bad side now?
- no, of course not

What's the first thing you do when you get online?
- log in to tumblr

Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
- yep sometimes

How do most people spell your name?
- mar-shuh

Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes?
- yep

Where do you work?
- nope, not yet bro not yet.

What are you doing tomorrow?
- i'm not telling you .....creep

Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson?
- maybe, idk, but no.

Favorite name for a girl?
- sky marie

Favorite name for a boy?
- alexander andrew kanesh

Will you keep your last name when you get married?
- yes!!!

When was the last time you left your house?
- 6 hours ago

Do you return your cart?
- no >:D

Do you have a dishwasher?
- yep

What noise do you hear?
- idk.....vrrrghhhm lol

Would you survive in prison?
- NO

Who is the youngest in your family?
- me!

If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likey overpack?
- i have to say me

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
- yes!

What's the last thing you purchased?
- God i cant remember. ergh wait wait wait, OHHH a pop phone

Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you?
- yeah

What brand are your pants right now?
- nudie jeans co., i love them!!!!!!!!!!

Ever been to Georgia (the state)?
- nope

What irritates you most on the internet?
- creepy stalkers

What brand is your digital camera?
- canon hehehehehehe

Do you watch movies with your parents?
- sometimes, but no i dont think so

What song best describes your life right now?
- ohhohoho this is what i call a good question. ok let me think. Oh wait imma open my itunes first.
radiohead - house of cards

Do you own expensive perfume/cologne?
- not to be cocky but yes

Are you taking college classes right now?
- no

Do you like sushi?
- I LOVE THEM. I LOVE THEM. I , LOVE , THEM.

Do you get your hair cut every month?
- no

Do you go online everyday?
- yes

hehehehe

If you woke up as the opposite sex, whats the first thing you would do?
- scream

Are you addicted to anything?
- gums?

What do you see in a guy/girl?
- i like a guy who likes carrots. trolololo no, i like a guy with a great personality and intelligent.

Has an animal ever attacked you?
- nope

When was the last time someone made you laugh really hard?
- God i forgot, like, 3 weeks ago?

Do you find piercings/tattoos attractive?
- tattoos ; YEEEEEAAA BUDDIE

What's the weirdest thing you've ever licked?
- pen ink

When you wake up, what's the first thought that runs through your head?
- food

Do you actually believe Alaska is covered in snow?
- yea...isn't it?

Are you ever purposely irritating?
- i don't know. hahaha

Would you ever play strip poker?
- hahaha no

If you could make someone disappear, who would it be?
- no one, i love everyone hahaha

Look behind you, what do you see?
- couch

What's your fav thing about the opposite sex?
- err, hm. stach?

What's the most important thing to you?
- my family

What would you be doing right now if you were kicked off your computer?
- sleeping/eating. yes my holiday is that pathetic.

How do you spend your weekends?
- hang out with some friends/tumblr-ing/blogging

Who do you want to be with right now?
- zooey deschanel or tavi gevinson

Are you fun to hang with?
- maybe. ohohoho i sure the heck am

What country would you love to visit?
- greece

What's on your mind right now?
- answering these questions. horan actually

When was the last time you went to a good party?
- err a week ago

Fav song?
- heaven's on fire

Can you lick your elbow?
- nope

If you jumped out your bedroom window right now, how injured would you be?
- bruises only.

What would you do if your bf/gf cheated on you with your best friend?
- i'd do the sliding tackle to them. ha.

Do you like anyone you can't have?
- yeah. #foreveralone

Do you dance even without music?
- yep!

Does anyone tease you cause of your name?
- yea :(

What song is stuck in your head right now?
- video games - lana del rey

What's your darkest secret?
- ??

What do you think is at the end of the rainbow?
- mind blown...........clouds.

If a blind guy/girl started hitting on you, what would you do?
- froze B) f-yeaaaaa

What was the last concert you want to?
- paramore

Do you speak your mind?
- YEPPP ALL THE TIME BUD.

Can you handle the truth?
- yes. absolutely.

What would you do if someone random on the street came up to you and started hitting on you?
- i'd just froze and do the jenna marbles face.

Ever been caught naked?
- nope.

Ever been in a fight?
- yep.

If so did you win?
- nope.

Have you ever kissed your bestfriend?
- nope. as in kissed = make out

Done anything illegal lately?
- "everything is legal if you don't get caught"

Name the most stupidest thing you've ever done?
- dance without no music and get caught

Would you talk to someone you don't know on the internet?
- nope.. stranger-danger

Ever been in trouble for something you didn't do?
- YEA. GERRAIYDFGHKASDFGHJKL

Ever done anything stupid towards a cop?
- yea! ahahaha

Have you ever been in an accident of some sort?
- nope

If yes, may I ask what the accident was? (You don't have to answer this if you don't want to)


Have you lied to your parents about where you've been or going?
- no

Ever had a prank turn out wrong? (and I don't mean the person dying or anything like that)
- yeah -_-

Would you send money to a starving family in another country?
- yeah i'd love to

Are you hungry?
- yes

If you could speak another language, what would it be?
- i'd love to speak french, greek.

One word to describe yourself?
- rigid

To describe your friends?
- cheerful

What's the last present you've received?
- a tambourine hahaha

What would you rather have as a name?
- sky marie j.

Any siblings?
- yep

Are you a sporty kind of person or do you like to lay around and do nothing but watch tv or sit at the computer?
- lay around and do nothing and sit at the computer and laugh at nothing

Could you outrun a bus?
- i think so...

You and your friends are bored. What do you do?
- dancing like an egg-head

Who hates Twilight as much as I do?
- ms.dennise my english teacher trolololo

What's your favorite thing to do in your spare time?
- listen to music

What's your fav website?
- www.tumblr.com

Single or Taken?
- single

Good or Bad kisser?
- good. no matter what, i'm good. haha

What would you do if the world were coming to an end?
- i'd kiss harry styles. yea buddie

Biggest regret ever?
- i don't regret things. i, regret, NOTHING. *ba dum tss*

Last but not least. What's your name?
- stupid question

trolololo

apparently i have no life ......and so, these are 2 videos that had successfully brighten up my mood. and my day. ...period



hahaha i know right, lol at shane oman. :))

and,



hahahaha. ha. ha.

again, another questions

1. who was the last person you held hands with?
- i don't know.... my mom lol jk

2. are you loud, outgoing, or shy?
- 75% outgoing, 15 % loud, 10% shy

3. who are you looking forward to seeing?
- ac7

4. are you easy to get along with?
- yeah

5. have you ever given up on someone, but then gone back to him or her?
- i haven't but i strictly won't

6. if you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
- what kind of drunk? lovedrunk? of course hahahahaha

7. do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
- no...........#foreveralone

8. who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
- ac7

9. does talking about crappy things make you uncomfortable?
- not really, but yea. haha

10. who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- i don't particularly know it's a deep conversation or not but i'm sure it was...........with my dad & my brother

11. what does your most recent text say?
- yo or sup or hey or hi

12. how do you feel about abortion?
- i hate abortion. your baby has fingernails. :(

13. do you like big crowds of people?
- heck yes i do

14. do you believe in luck and miracles?
- yep, everybody do bro

15. what good thing happened this summer?
- a lot of things

16. would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- never been kissed

17. do you think there is life on other planets?
- i don't know

18. do you still talk to your first crush?
- lol maybe

19. do you like bubble baths?
- yeah

20. do you like your neighbours?
- yea

21. what are your bad habits?
- i like to make weird sounds from my teeth

22. where would you like to travel?
- greece and london and new york

23. do you have trust issues?
- no

24. favourite part of your daily routine?
- i do things randomly so i don't really have a daily routine. he

25. what body part are you most uncomfortable with?
- my nose

26. what do you do when you wake up?
- searching for my blackberry; figuring out what time is it

27. do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
- lighter

28. who are you most comfortable around?
- with who? my family

29. do you listen to music everyday?
- yaaaaaaah!

30. do you ever want to get married?
- yes e_e

31. is your hair long enough for a ponytail?
- yep

32. which celebrities would you like having a date with?
- andrew vanwyngarden and michael cera

33. spell your name with your chin.
- .....

34. do you play sports?
- yeaaaa! golf-minigolf

35. would you rather live without tv or music?
- TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

36. have you ever liked someone and never told them?
- yeeeee, to ac7 haha

37. what do you say during awkward silences?
- "...so yeah"

38. do you think age matters in relationships?
- nope

39. what are your favorite stores to shop in?
- zara, marks and spencer, topshop and sooo on

40. what do you want to do after high school?
- i'd like to meet someone, steal his parents' liquor and climb to the roof, and then on my 18th birthday i'd like to have matching tattoo(s) with him. (katy perry - the one that got away) LOL, i want to go to college

41. do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
- no once a jerk, always a jerk.

42. if you are being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
- it means that i am so really super duper pissed off

43. do you smile at strangers?
- yeah

44. trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
- no thanks

45. do you want a roommate?
- yea

46. what are you paranoid about?
- LIZZARD

47. what was the meanest thing someone ever said to you?
- that i have a walnut-sized brain. :(

48. what was the nicest thing someone ever said to you?
- that i look good without any makeup(s) on.

49. have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about?
- no hahaha

50. what language you want to learn?
- french and greek

10 things i have to do before i die

lame...i know haha but it's fun anywayssssz.

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1.I want to watch these bands live

MGMT

Arctic Monkeys

2. I want to go to Greece. and maybe london

3.Dyed my hair into purple-amethyst or blue-aqua. (ombre)

4. Kayang in eiffel. (i've been to eiffel, but i didn't do the kayang thingy.)
5. Meet Zoeey deschanel, fearne cotton and cassandra niki in person.

zooey deschanel.

6. go to new york fashion week. or perhaps ..new york's enough. hahahaha

7. Get married. heh
8. Buy my parents a new house. dream big
9. Write a book....about my life. heh

AND

LAST!!!!!

10. i wanna get this.. or maybe that.. or maybe that one, inked.

(not so) fun random facts about......me.

i just finished my homework&assignments..... and i have no clue what to do with my life anymore. crickey
so yeah , here are some not-so-fun-but-read-it-anyway-facts about me >:D

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1) i can never eat breakfast (i will puke after i swallow it down my throat......okay now that, is disgusting.)
2) i often frown after i laugh so hard at something
3) i can't sleep without my blackberry & aurora
4) i often say this to myself : "God bless moi" ..after i sneeze
5) i H A T E *again* HHHAAATTTTTEEE RAISINS!
6) i take photos of myself everyday
7) i can't go a day without looking at myself on the mirror. HAHAHAHA
8) i feel nauseous after i get a haircut. this is real
9) i slap myself after/if i do or go wrong on doing something. haaha stupid
10) i can rap super bass, the whole song

etc.

hahaha yeaaah sorry about the inappropriate & unimportant blabbing, pls do understand dear fellow brainy followers&readers :p

novembuhr wish& to do list

w i s h l i s t :

1) peace by pearce's stuffs
2) the ballet cats tees
3) bittra&starr's dream bracelet
4) mgmt's vinyl metanoia
5) arctic monkeys gigs here
6) good grades
7) beastie boys tees
8) kings of convenience's cds
9) new pointe shoes
10) zara's flowing midi skirt
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t o - d o - l i s t :

1) kick some arse
2) kick more arse
3) clear out some gossips
4) study hard :(
5) study harder >:( [the torture never stops]
6) practice more pirrouetes
7) have fun some more

thoughts

HEEEEEEEEEY!

sooo yeah. midterms turned out okay, and everything went well! wow, it's a little bit unbelievable, but whatever, it's good though hahaha

anyway, october. right. time flies REAL REAL REAL fast huh mate. yes i know i already said that a million times but it's true, it feels like i posted something here yesterday (september) and now it's already the 3rd of October? really? is it just me or you feel the same way too? :o

talking about how time flies real fast, dont you think that gossip flies real fast too? hahaha. so yeah, you guys might already heard about the gossip about me-moving-out-of-school-cause-my-family-wants-to-move-to-LA/Bdg/Jkrdh/whateverunameit. yes exactly. last week my friend ebo, she wrote about me moving out on twitter and then it went like POOFFFF. suddenly, everybody knew. including my teachers. at first, i was like whaaaaaaat? for the goodness of those slurpees on seven eleven! hahahaha it's just really funny, when you walked down and everybody started to ask you questions like "when are you going to move?" or sayings like "pls pls pls invite me to ur farewell!" haahhaha me&ebo truly lol-ed at those.

so yeah gtg so bye!

another questions

yes. worst day ever. and i totally mean it. i just got my face and heart kicked in the arse-crack. together. AT THE SAME TIME. booyah! congratulations, me. oh God......
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA i'm so ashamed of myself i could utterly eat this mac right now. *crunchcrunch*

so yeah, here i am, trying to put my heart and face back again together, constantly making me happy one try at a time. how? with answering this meme thingy. lame? dork? nerd? i donnnnttttt care. (:( (cant you hear me screaming deep inside like 'cheer me up right now i need someone please gargagragragagggagagaggarrgrrrrr'?) hhh.

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1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
- car

2. Who are you in love with?
- current? a guy named alex david t

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
- yep

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
- YEEEEESSSSSHH

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
- last week

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
- nope

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
- depends on the dollar yer talking about brawh

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
- last month

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
- nope

10. Are you hot?
- ..............what..is..this..thing

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
- teh botol

12. What are you wearing right now?
- oversized sweater and a very short shorts. (see what i did there? short shorts? no? okay.)

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
- wash mi car

14. Last food that you ate?
- chinese noodles

15. Where were you last week at this time?
- pim

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
- yesss i did

17. When is the last time you ran?
- YESterDAY

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
- football match

19. What is your favorite animal?
- puppy and honey bear. unicorn........ they do exist.

20. Your dream vacation?
- greek. please. just, greek.

21. Last person's house you were in?
- kak vira

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
- keplitek

23. Have you been in love?
- i'm in love right now. WITH ALEXXX DAVID tuhr-nuhr

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
- yes.

25. Last play you saw?
- paramore

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
- i don't know. nothing.

27. What are your plans for tonight?
- sleep. eat. eat some more. eat snacks. watch dvd until morning.

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
- ditsa , kayaknya

29. Next trip you are going to take?
- singpr. maybeeee~

30. Ever go to camp?
- no. won't.

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
- honestly.............yes. no im kidding lol

32. What do you want to know about the future?
- my future husband yay yay yay

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
- yes. versace's baby rose jeans. never gets old

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
- yes... my teeth's a troublemaker

35. Where is your best friend?
- now? shopping. without me. YEP.

36. How is your best friend?
- she is nice.........-ish.

37. Do you have a tan?
- what is that thing?

38. What are you listening to right now?
- savage garden - i knew i loved you

39. Do you collect anything?
- yessss

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
- everybody's a gossiper i guess

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
- last month

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
- i always do.

43. What does your last text message say?
- "cupmwaaaa :*"

44. Do you like hot sauce?
- YEAH

45. Last time you took a shower?
- about 8 hours ago

46. Do you need to do laundry?
- no

47. What is your heritage?
- *beep*

48. Are you someone's best friend?
- yes i am DUH

49. Are you rich?
- what?

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
- bbm-ing

~

feeling not much better. still.

thanks.

MOM + DAD + BROTHER
thanks dear mom, for your advices, and your helps after all this time.
thanks dear dad, for all your kindness and EVERYTHING (:
thanks dear bro, for your jokes, and other silly things that we've shared.

LAPTOP
thanks my laptop, i've been sharing all my everything with you. my stories, my musics, my diary, my pics, EVERYTHING.

AURORA
thanks my little kiddie bear, we've been through everything together for 9 years of my life.

FRIENDS
thanks my moodboosters, you guys always cheer me up, thanks for helping me out at school , and all our stupid moments which was SUPER memorable, especially my class #nacools.

ALDITSA SADEGA
thanks my super duper role model. you made me learn about how tough life is, and i learned from you that life goes on.

BLOG
thanks my blog. we've been sharing all stories, and all of my favorite things. thanks to you cause, you're the "be-there" pal.

hi everyone!

Hi there,

Thanks for clicking this site, for taking your time to read my blog and of course if you're reading these words, it means that you want to know me a little further.

For a starter, this is how I look like in real life :

So, my name is Marsha. I am pretty much living an ordinary life, so ordinary that it's not even funny. I have only one sibling and that makes me the maknae of my family. (Google it, it's a Korean word.) I'd describe myself as witty, quiet, at times smug, and also narcissistic. The whole sentence makes me sound like I'm a very snobby person hahaha but it's quite true.

I have a very high interest in music, books and travelling. My favorite bands are the Arctic Monkeys, She & Him, Kings of Convenience, etc. Although I do like indie music soooo much, I also find myself drooling over K-Pop. (Not a guilty pleasure, I'm proud! Hahaha) It's a very rare combination, I know.
I started to read books when I was 8. My parents used to drove me to Periplus and picked books for me to read. I remember very clearly about Mom giving me The Famous Five and Tin Tin. From there, my interest in books grow until now.
I also like to travel (if I have enough cash...), because I simply enjoy learning and experiencing new things.

The reason I started this blog was because I had troubles interacting with people in real life. It's not as bad as it sounds, but I indeed have low social skills. Once I was in a large group of friends, but still I'm only close to one or two of them. Truth is, not everyone knows this. People who don't know me that well think or should I say, "label" me as an outroverted person. I'm a reserved person, I find it hard to get along with new people, let alone be close to them. I keep things to myself or whenever I feel like I should talk about it, I write about it instead. So yeah, I started to write things since I was little and I'm still doing it now. Writing helps me to sort my problems out strangely somehow, and through this blog, it helps me to express my thoughts, ideas and such that was once such a hard thing to do.

I thank you so much for taking the time to read my stories, even if it's boring or dumb or dull, but still , you sacrifice your time to read about something that I wrote. Ha! Once again, thanks to you and enjoy my blog.

krr..

krrrr...
happy halloween!

TRICK

OR


TREAT?

ily

xx

p.s : my blackberry, diana , her hands (I MEAN trackballs, trying to be creative here) couldn't be used. so yeaaaa please contact me to my xl number.
GET WELL SOON DIANA ! xoxo

currently in love with...

.....♥

cancer

mychemicalromance .
***

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go

It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say,
Goodbye today,
I'd ask you to be true.

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

winnie the pooh bear!

winnie the pooh♥

isn't pooh cute? yes he is! hehehe.


ily

xx

#21: play the piano and sang badly

when i feel desperate , mostly everyday haha
i play piano.

the thing is when you heard a song and then you could play it on piano , and after that you sang it badly (or well if you could sing h3h3)

but for those who cant, like me.....
sing it loudly,
badly,
why?

make your heart scream, you have to let the feelings out. :)

i know,


AWESOME!