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Friday, January 27, 2012

oh, there's nothing like it

the drums - how it ended


Those days when I would sit around with you
Oh, there's nothing like it
And even when my heart was black and blue
Oh, there's nothing like it
And everything before and after you
Oh, it doesn't cut it

So do you remember the old times
Those were the only times
The only times
I don't know how it ended
I don't know where you ran to
I'll always be right here
I don't know how it ended
I don't know where you ran to
I'll always be right here
You never have to say that you were wrong
I know I'd do it all again
Even if it was wrong
And I could write a thousand more
Songs about you
Transcribed by
Before this one's done
The next one's begun

So do you remember the old times
Those were the only times
The only times
I don't know how it ended
I don't know where you ran to
I'll always be right here
I don't know how it ended
I don't know where you ran to
I'll always be right here

How will this end
And when will my life begin
Again, again, again, again

So do you remember the old times
Those were the only times
The only times
I don't know how it ended
I don't know where you ran to
I'll always be right here
I don't know how it ended
I don't know where you ran to
I'll always be right here

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

letter (1)

i'm writing this while listening to mango tree by angus&julia stones, so i suggest you guys could put the record on too (:

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Hi, you.

Since writing a letter is the safest and -yes, it's the only way i could communicate with/to you, so... yeah. i decided to write (you) one.

well, how are things going?

Umm, i think that sentence doesn't seem to be a nice greeting and makes things awkward yet cricky instead, but i do really want to know.

i hope things turn out fine or "just okay" or "yeah it's good" because i'm expecting you to ask me back. Well that sounds shallow but mine's pretty rocking by the way.

So.. have you sorted things out yet? If it's a "yea kinda", kudos to you. If it's a "nope, still finding my way" i wish you the best of luck and without sounding like a wuzz fuzz: i order you to move your 4$$ and figure things out, pronto.

have you found your desiderata of happiness? or your very own pursuit of happiness? if it's a "Yes, i'm loving my life like awh-some" again, kudos to you. if it's a "still trying here" well you better get going cause life goes on and time flies fast. Hurry up before time catches you.

are you still puzzled with life? if it's a "no, i'm not a fool anymore" that's...great. if it's a "yeah, life's still a blur" i'm begging you to try. Yes, life's a very hard thing to solve yet it's a very ridiculous mystery. and yes, you may not find the answer but, trust me, at the end of the day, you'd feel great about yourself because you'll know that you tried and after that moment, you'll know what life is and things will work out the way you expected them to be.

uhm, i was just wondering, are you still making the same mistakes like i do now? If it's a "nope." well that's just okay. just okay. if it's a "to be honest, yes. i still make mistakes like i did back then" this time, i'm going to act cool and for your surprise... i'm going to give you an applause.

well i might sound like i'm crazy or something but yes, that's what i'm going to do. i gotta say that i kinda admire you for still making those silly stupid mistakes. Why? i know you're a great person (haha) and well i guess everybody know that (ahahahahahahaha) and now you're pissed because i typed hahahaha so much. okay back to the topic.

you know that time when you feel like "i'm done with this. i'm so sick with all of these things." and blablabla you feel like, you're going to do 'something' good about your life? when that time comes, you'll no longer be able to make those same mistakes. because you've learned what's wrong and what's right before. i know it's not as simple as that.. i know those times when you feel low about yourself, got stuck somewhere chill, and missed some great points about life, but as i said before, you could make a learning out of it.

you could now say thanks to those mistakes you've made.

in the end,
I don't know where you are now, and what do you do now and i don't know whether if maybe you're still listening to incubus and stuffs (but that's just you), or just lay around and reading this right now..

but i'd still wish you the best of luck.

sincerely,

the coolest person you'll ever meet

Sunday, January 22, 2012

hello again

Hi everyone!

(yes i'm not good at writing titles. enough said.)

so...
how do you like the new layout and the new domain and template and background and everything? weeeeeee! well i changed them due to ... idk, i just wanted to change them. >:-D

you better like it by the way. Haha, because it took like 9 hours for me to figure things out and re-design everything on photoshop (especially that header thingy on your left, yep that one. ugh, torture.) so yeah.. you must love it. MUST. haha jk :-)

anyway..

about my previous post , well if you're perplexed (my new favorite word, perplexe, because it sounds awesome when you say it. he) it's just something that i want to update monthly starting from now (january). The title's always going to be named after months-- depends on what month it is (of course) and the post will contain my very own tracks of the month. :-)

well i guess that's all,

bye loves (yuck)

Saturday, January 21, 2012

January//Enero


Morrissey - First Of The Gang
The Drums - Money
The Drums - Down By The Water
Bjork - Crystalline
Radio Moscow - Lucky Dutch
The Smiths - This Charming Man
Feist - Secret Heart
Janelle Monae - Neon Valley Street
She & Him - In The Sun
She & Him - Please Please Please Let Me Get What I want

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

heaven knows im miserable now



I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now

I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now


In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die ?



Two lovers entwined pass me by
And heaven knows I'm miserable now


I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now


In my life
Oh, why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die ?


What she asked of me at the end of the day
Caligula would have blushed


"You've been in the house too long" she said
And I (naturally) fled


In my life
Why do I smile
At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye ?



I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now


"You've been in the house too long" she said
And I (naturally) fled


In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die ?

Sunday, January 15, 2012

perfection

this, my friends, is my visible idea of perfection.



when i first saw the title on the suggestion bar i was like




friends.. and... niall horan.. combined........i can't even.........







HEYAYEYEYAYAAAAAEYEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FINALLY someone who's brilliant enough to make these kind of videos. Thank you very much for making this video. Kudos to you!

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

something to think about.

Hi loves! (eww. yuck)

How's 2012 so far? Great? Well mine's pretty much the same..(--like 2011, i mean yearight bro, we all only/just passed 10 days of 2012. ha.) so far but who knows what's going to happen next, right?

anyway.. today's post is about, well you're going to read it anyway so you decide what is it about (?) haha, because i personally can't think any word/topic to describe it sooo yeah. HA. today's post also contains a lot of anger, pms, madness(not really.)

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Well today i just got back from school and my other classes, as always, came back exhausted tired and emotionally unhappy. And then i thought that scrolling on my blackberry messenger would immediately made my day but guess who's pissed after 2 seconds looking (well reading actually) on its bb screen........

caroline flack.

NO. THIS GIRL. THIS GIRL IS LITERALLY PISSED OFF. PISSED THE FRIGGIN PEANUTS OFF. (did i just use that phrase for real? ha ha ha, i should start calling myself liam then.) well move along..

he/she wrote something that made my day even worse. worse than ever. (compared to that time when i couldn't watch arctic monkeys on australia...a little bit the same.) Well, she teased another people's religion. on status. and by "another people" i mean .....that person, oh--ho-hoo he's really hot important to me! and my friends!

apparently, a lot of people didn't seem to care about this thing he/she wrote but people, don't you feel.. i don't know, ticked?

even though this person's religion is the exact same with me (and it doesn't matter. at all.), but geez, do you even think about his feelings when you wrote that? do you think twice about how and what he might feel when he found out that YOU WROTE THAT ON PURPOSE? ON PURPOSE FOR GOD'S SAKE.

Have respect for others please dear. Have mercy. Think twice-- use your brain and heart, God gave you one. use it wisely. Your brain wasn't set to think about some sick joke. and use your heart to FEEL what others MIGHT FEEL. you don't live in this world like, ALONE. you live with millions other. Learn, respect.

just don't be such a cocky human-being. or otherwise you're just a heartless-cyborg shaped in human force. Ha.

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p.s : in varietate concordia. LEARN it before somebody whips their a$$es on your face.

Monday, January 2, 2012

hehehehe

If you woke up as the opposite sex, whats the first thing you would do?
- scream

Are you addicted to anything?
- gums?

What do you see in a guy/girl?
- i like a guy who likes carrots. trolololo no, i like a guy with a great personality and intelligent.

Has an animal ever attacked you?
- nope

When was the last time someone made you laugh really hard?
- God i forgot, like, 3 weeks ago?

Do you find piercings/tattoos attractive?
- tattoos ; YEEEEEAAA BUDDIE

What's the weirdest thing you've ever licked?
- pen ink

When you wake up, what's the first thought that runs through your head?
- food

Do you actually believe Alaska is covered in snow?
- yea...isn't it?

Are you ever purposely irritating?
- i don't know. hahaha

Would you ever play strip poker?
- hahaha no

If you could make someone disappear, who would it be?
- no one, i love everyone hahaha

Look behind you, what do you see?
- couch

What's your fav thing about the opposite sex?
- err, hm. stach?

What's the most important thing to you?
- my family

What would you be doing right now if you were kicked off your computer?
- sleeping/eating. yes my holiday is that pathetic.

How do you spend your weekends?
- hang out with some friends/tumblr-ing/blogging

Who do you want to be with right now?
- zooey deschanel or tavi gevinson

Are you fun to hang with?
- maybe. ohohoho i sure the heck am

What country would you love to visit?
- greece

What's on your mind right now?
- answering these questions. horan actually

When was the last time you went to a good party?
- err a week ago

Fav song?
- heaven's on fire

Can you lick your elbow?
- nope

If you jumped out your bedroom window right now, how injured would you be?
- bruises only.

What would you do if your bf/gf cheated on you with your best friend?
- i'd do the sliding tackle to them. ha.

Do you like anyone you can't have?
- yeah. #foreveralone

Do you dance even without music?
- yep!

Does anyone tease you cause of your name?
- yea :(

What song is stuck in your head right now?
- video games - lana del rey

What's your darkest secret?
- ??

What do you think is at the end of the rainbow?
- mind blown...........clouds.

If a blind guy/girl started hitting on you, what would you do?
- froze B) f-yeaaaaa

What was the last concert you want to?
- paramore

Do you speak your mind?
- YEPPP ALL THE TIME BUD.

Can you handle the truth?
- yes. absolutely.

What would you do if someone random on the street came up to you and started hitting on you?
- i'd just froze and do the jenna marbles face.

Ever been caught naked?
- nope.

Ever been in a fight?
- yep.

If so did you win?
- nope.

Have you ever kissed your bestfriend?
- nope. as in kissed = make out

Done anything illegal lately?
- "everything is legal if you don't get caught"

Name the most stupidest thing you've ever done?
- dance without no music and get caught

Would you talk to someone you don't know on the internet?
- nope.. stranger-danger

Ever been in trouble for something you didn't do?
- YEA. GERRAIYDFGHKASDFGHJKL

Ever done anything stupid towards a cop?
- yea! ahahaha

Have you ever been in an accident of some sort?
- nope

If yes, may I ask what the accident was? (You don't have to answer this if you don't want to)


Have you lied to your parents about where you've been or going?
- no

Ever had a prank turn out wrong? (and I don't mean the person dying or anything like that)
- yeah -_-

Would you send money to a starving family in another country?
- yeah i'd love to

Are you hungry?
- yes

If you could speak another language, what would it be?
- i'd love to speak french, greek.

One word to describe yourself?
- rigid

To describe your friends?
- cheerful

What's the last present you've received?
- a tambourine hahaha

What would you rather have as a name?
- sky marie j.

Any siblings?
- yep

Are you a sporty kind of person or do you like to lay around and do nothing but watch tv or sit at the computer?
- lay around and do nothing and sit at the computer and laugh at nothing

Could you outrun a bus?
- i think so...

You and your friends are bored. What do you do?
- dancing like an egg-head

Who hates Twilight as much as I do?
- ms.dennise my english teacher trolololo

What's your favorite thing to do in your spare time?
- listen to music

What's your fav website?
- www.tumblr.com

Single or Taken?
- single

Good or Bad kisser?
- good. no matter what, i'm good. haha

What would you do if the world were coming to an end?
- i'd kiss harry styles. yea buddie

Biggest regret ever?
- i don't regret things. i, regret, NOTHING. *ba dum tss*

Last but not least. What's your name?
- stupid question

Sunday, January 1, 2012

2012 & random stuffs.

it's 2012 people! boohoo happy new year to all of you.

so yeah it's 2012. and overall 2011 has been a great year blabla,, memories made blabla,, and etc. i'm not good at writing cheesy stuffs lads.

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enough for the 2012 thingy, i'm now officially in love with this guy...


boo-hoo!

i know i usually adore indie guys like alex turner , ben goldwasser, andrew vanwyngarden, and listen to music like mgmt, arctic monkeys, the strokes , deathcab for cutie.....and etc. but aaaaaa i can't help it one direction is just, perfection. *drools*

and yes i spent half of my holiday screaming "niall niall niall niall niall" and squeaks over their hotness. and yes (again) i have no life.

p. s : i can't wait to get out of here. h-3 until i leave my j-town