trolololo

apparently i have no life ......and so, these are 2 videos that had successfully brighten up my mood. and my day. ...period



hahaha i know right, lol at shane oman. :))

and,



hahahaha. ha. ha.

christmas ! boohoooooooooo

HEY PEEPS. (ha? did i just type peeps? hahaha what kind of person-move along) hi folks-lads-dudes-ladydudes-bros- etc etc etc.

well it's christmas......IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!
merry christmas to you who celebrates, have a great one this year hehe

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speaking of christmas, yesterday i accidentally saw my friend's status on bbm. he wrote "terrible christmas! :(" on his private message. and suddenly, it hits me.

(i'm not going to mention names here so if you guys know about who the guy is, just please keep it to yourself and the reason i'm not putting names here is because i respect the lad. thanks.)

why?

because ..
first. whining ,moaning ,and/or bragging on a social network is always annoying. yep note this.

and then why do you blame christmas , as in THE HAPPIEST DAY OF THE YEAR (supposed to; until you went la-di-da-ing innocently updated that pm. HERGH) for your own problem?

there's no such thing as a terrible christmas my friend. You're the one that makes your own christmas terrible. get it?

the thing is, you're ruining our christmas spirit. God! may you rot in...kenny rogers. -_-

actually, i've never given any single f-bomb about anybody's life or vas sapnin at the moment but this my friend, is a total exception.

here let me get this straight for you.
1) we (people) are having a very cheerful christmas so we don't literally give a single crap about how terrible your christmas eve went.

we just don't care ,okay? don't be such a sloppy baby. you're a friggin guy.

2) you are blaming christmas which means you're blaming the day of our messiah, our rockstar, our big boss.

i can't believe i'm spoiled while i'm listening to Peacetime Resistance. I'm going to change it into the doors due to my madness. blaregn eaukvasdfghjkl.

--

but i'm having a joyful christmas anyway.

bye lads! happy holidayssss

p.s : only a terrible person gets a so-called terrible christmas. HA

again, another questions

1. who was the last person you held hands with?
- i don't know.... my mom lol jk

2. are you loud, outgoing, or shy?
- 75% outgoing, 15 % loud, 10% shy

3. who are you looking forward to seeing?
- ac7

4. are you easy to get along with?
- yeah

5. have you ever given up on someone, but then gone back to him or her?
- i haven't but i strictly won't

6. if you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
- what kind of drunk? lovedrunk? of course hahahahaha

7. do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
- no...........#foreveralone

8. who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
- ac7

9. does talking about crappy things make you uncomfortable?
- not really, but yea. haha

10. who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- i don't particularly know it's a deep conversation or not but i'm sure it was...........with my dad & my brother

11. what does your most recent text say?
- yo or sup or hey or hi

12. how do you feel about abortion?
- i hate abortion. your baby has fingernails. :(

13. do you like big crowds of people?
- heck yes i do

14. do you believe in luck and miracles?
- yep, everybody do bro

15. what good thing happened this summer?
- a lot of things

16. would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- never been kissed

17. do you think there is life on other planets?
- i don't know

18. do you still talk to your first crush?
- lol maybe

19. do you like bubble baths?
- yeah

20. do you like your neighbours?
- yea

21. what are your bad habits?
- i like to make weird sounds from my teeth

22. where would you like to travel?
- greece and london and new york

23. do you have trust issues?
- no

24. favourite part of your daily routine?
- i do things randomly so i don't really have a daily routine. he

25. what body part are you most uncomfortable with?
- my nose

26. what do you do when you wake up?
- searching for my blackberry; figuring out what time is it

27. do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
- lighter

28. who are you most comfortable around?
- with who? my family

29. do you listen to music everyday?
- yaaaaaaah!

30. do you ever want to get married?
- yes e_e

31. is your hair long enough for a ponytail?
- yep

32. which celebrities would you like having a date with?
- andrew vanwyngarden and michael cera

33. spell your name with your chin.
- .....

34. do you play sports?
- yeaaaa! golf-minigolf

35. would you rather live without tv or music?
- TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

36. have you ever liked someone and never told them?
- yeeeee, to ac7 haha

37. what do you say during awkward silences?
- "...so yeah"

38. do you think age matters in relationships?
- nope

39. what are your favorite stores to shop in?
- zara, marks and spencer, topshop and sooo on

40. what do you want to do after high school?
- i'd like to meet someone, steal his parents' liquor and climb to the roof, and then on my 18th birthday i'd like to have matching tattoo(s) with him. (katy perry - the one that got away) LOL, i want to go to college

41. do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
- no once a jerk, always a jerk.

42. if you are being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
- it means that i am so really super duper pissed off

43. do you smile at strangers?
- yeah

44. trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
- no thanks

45. do you want a roommate?
- yea

46. what are you paranoid about?
- LIZZARD

47. what was the meanest thing someone ever said to you?
- that i have a walnut-sized brain. :(

48. what was the nicest thing someone ever said to you?
- that i look good without any makeup(s) on.

49. have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about?
- no hahaha

50. what language you want to learn?
- french and greek

10 things i have to do before i die

lame...i know haha but it's fun anywayssssz.

--
1.I want to watch these bands live

MGMT

Arctic Monkeys

2. I want to go to Greece. and maybe london

3.Dyed my hair into purple-amethyst or blue-aqua. (ombre)

4. Kayang in eiffel. (i've been to eiffel, but i didn't do the kayang thingy.)
5. Meet Zoeey deschanel, fearne cotton and cassandra niki in person.

zooey deschanel.

6. go to new york fashion week. or perhaps ..new york's enough. hahahaha

7. Get married. heh
8. Buy my parents a new house. dream big
9. Write a book....about my life. heh

AND

LAST!!!!!

10. i wanna get this.. or maybe that.. or maybe that one, inked.

dog days

HI PEOPLE. WAIT IMMA TURN MY CAPSLOCK OFF FIRST. HA.

okay. my FINALS ARE FINALLY OVER.......................oh God. i am so glad i can't even resist this feeling. you know that feeling after you burped? joyful, holy, glad, happiness, and other happy things snickled in one! perfecto. i know. this, my friend, is happening to me right now!

anyway people, it's december! yay, even closer to 2012. even closer to feist's concerts. and arctic monkeys too.i can't wait but ....oh! i'm not going to watch her bcs the show's in singapore. oh let's watch arctic monkeys then. where? BRISBANE. :'(

heeeugh why don't you just stop by for a while, checking out this very fair land located near australia alex? :( please sir turner :(

by the way- oh wait, is this john mayer's no such thing playing on my itunes right now? whoa this is so not happening, john mayer? seriously? i'm so- move along.

so yeah. 2011 is going to end in like 3 weeks from now or something. wow it's just so fast, everything.

the thing is, i don't feel like i'm improving (in anything) from last year until now. well i don't particularly know ;i can't even judge myself hahaha but in some things like school... or maybe some other stuffs that i can't describe here, they're starting to come down slowly.

i can't say it's other people's fault or my friends' influence, but maybe it's just me. well i can say for the last 3 months of 2011, ...they suck. a lot. literally.

actually i'm starting to get used to it, and i don't really whine/moan/putting craps above anything but i've decided to start fresh. kudos to me. ha.

and, there are lots of things i haven't done in 2011 too. like skiing, wear braces, or stuffs.

in the end....i hope i can be a better person for everyone in 2012.
again, kudos to me. do the standing ovation. now. pronto. ha.


cheers folks, have a great december everyone

▼

even though your socks are higher than your hi-tops,
even though you wear socks and sandals together,
even though you take close-up photos of yourself,
you do wicked lip syncs XD
sings medley to "o holy night" and the meekash shuffle,
likes cheese so much your phone is yellow,
you're so much taller than me,
and you like bieber so much it gives you inspiration to your daily style,


i'd still adore you.

you're like amazingly wizard in everything.
with your shy and quirky style,
with the italian bread toasted ham and the subway thingy you love so much,
with your lakers hat you wear like everyday,
with your way of playing basketball,
and those nerdy braces.
and your g-shock watches.
and your vanilla chocs ice cream.
and your iphone 4s.

welcome december.

so yeah ! hello everyone. well........


IT'S FRIGGIN DECEMBER ALREADY? oh my God, things are happening so fast. -_-

ehmmm what can i say, welcome welcome decembuhr then (: it's all about the christmas, and mostly, new year. woot woot.
anyway, it's like h-16 until holiday and i still don't know where and how to spend my not-so-long holiday. hmft, my father's going to korea on christmas, and my brother's going to bali. soo yeah. i guess it's a blu ray marathon from 17-31 december. #desperado

grrrrh and just so you know i'm typing all of these words while my brain is working on the phytagoras thingy. super.

i will follow you into the dark

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

♥

smashing pumpkins - luna (acoustic version : best)


What moonsongs
Do you sing your babies?
What sunshine do you bring?

Who belongs
Who decides who's crazy
Who rights wrongs where others cling?

I'll sing for you
If you want me to
I'll give to you
And it's a chance I'll have to take
And it's a chance I'll have to break

I go along
Just because I'm lazy
I go along to be with you

And those moonsongs
That you sing your babies
Will be the songs to see you through

I'll hear your song
If you want me to
I'll sing along
And it's a chance I'll have to take
And it's a chance I'll have to break

I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
So in love
I'm in love with you
With you
I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
So in love
I'm in love with you
I'm
I'm so in love
I'm in love with you

a whole lot of randomness

hi!

so yeaaah.

first things first; sorry about the unimportant post before hahaha, i was like bored to death back then e_e

anyway dudes or lady dudes or dudettes or whatever you name it, how are things if you may ask.. things are WICKEDLY WIZARD man. lately i don't know why but i feel like i'm sooooo overjoyed about/above everything. without any particular reason. heh, weird.

btw. yesterday a very brilliant idea just popped into my walnut-sized brain. the super brilliant idea i got was to write an essay about celebrations here on my country. at first i wrote about valentine's day but i ended up talking about........ 'how being single is so not unholy' (yeah, that was me. about me.) right. and then i decided to do a research (?) about bunches & bunches of romantic songs&films about valentine's day. but................i ended up listening to mgmt's honey bunny. and sonic youth's superstar. and sparklehorse's wish you were. AAAARGH it's supposed to make me look like an uber-cool-yet-brainy person instead of a hyper kid who eats too much strepsils. i know right?

but anyway, what i'm trying to say is, that i am very very very SUPER easy to distract. the music is too ....magnificent. oh and arctic monkeys' baby i'm yours is.....super....distracting

and about the essay? i deleted it. hahahaa, i'll try to write about it next time, (next time without MGMT. promise.)

haaah. i should probably stop listening to music while i'm working on something.

(not so) fun random facts about......me.

i just finished my homework&assignments..... and i have no clue what to do with my life anymore. crickey
so yeah , here are some not-so-fun-but-read-it-anyway-facts about me >:D

--

1) i can never eat breakfast (i will puke after i swallow it down my throat......okay now that, is disgusting.)
2) i often frown after i laugh so hard at something
3) i can't sleep without my blackberry & aurora
4) i often say this to myself : "God bless moi" ..after i sneeze
5) i H A T E *again* HHHAAATTTTTEEE RAISINS!
6) i take photos of myself everyday
7) i can't go a day without looking at myself on the mirror. HAHAHAHA
8) i feel nauseous after i get a haircut. this is real
9) i slap myself after/if i do or go wrong on doing something. haaha stupid
10) i can rap super bass, the whole song

etc.

hahaha yeaaah sorry about the inappropriate & unimportant blabbing, pls do understand dear fellow brainy followers&readers :p

novembuhr wish& to do list

w i s h l i s t :

1) peace by pearce's stuffs
2) the ballet cats tees
3) bittra&starr's dream bracelet
4) mgmt's vinyl metanoia
5) arctic monkeys gigs here
6) good grades
7) beastie boys tees
8) kings of convenience's cds
9) new pointe shoes
10) zara's flowing midi skirt
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t o - d o - l i s t :

1) kick some arse
2) kick more arse
3) clear out some gossips
4) study hard :(
5) study harder >:( [the torture never stops]
6) practice more pirrouetes
7) have fun some more

random-ish

hi :)

so today i decided not to go to school. why? it's not really important anyway. then why did i write that on -- oh well forget it.

oh, i just got back from milo cup 2011! so stoked, everything was managed very well & the crowd was crazy.
our dance team turned out to be the 2nd runner up & us (supporters) won the first prize hahahaha,too shocking bcs all of our rivals were really tough to compete. congrats congrats tricera {}

anyway, i've been recovering from my un-cheerful-ness life lately. (read the previous posts with 'sappy' or 'melodramatic' labels on it. caution : you would totally puke on your computer after approximately 3 minutes you finished reading them.. your welcome) after the time i force myself to meditate (?), i finally got the courage to put back my missing piece of 'the happy soul' i used to have before i receive that darn report card. the book "ice cream & sadness" helped me a lot though. worth the read :)

the last paragraph sounds way more cheesy than pizza hut's deluxe cheese, doesn't it hahaha

so, before it gets more cheesy, i should just, stop the post here.


so yeah, i guess that's all for this post.


bye folks :D

carla bruni - quelqu'un ma dit

favorite. :)

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On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses.
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud que de nos chagrins il s'en fait des manteaux pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit...

Que tu m'aimais encore,
C'est quelqu'un qui m'a dit que tu m'aimais encore.
Serais ce possible alors ?

On me dit que le destin se moque bien de nous
Qu'il ne nous donne rien et qu'il nous promet tout
Parais qu'le bonheur est à portée de main,
Alors on tend la main et on se retrouve fou
Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit ...

Mais qui est ce qui m'a dit que toujours tu m'aimais?
Je ne me souviens plus c'était tard dans la nuit,
J'entend encore la voix, mais je ne vois plus les traits
"Il vous aime, c'est secret, lui dites pas que j'vous l'ai dit"
Tu vois quelqu'un m'a dit...

Que tu m'aimais encore, me l'a t'on vraiment dit...
Que tu m'aimais encore, serais ce possible alors ?

On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand chose,
Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses
On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud
Que de nos tristesses il s'en fait des manteaux,
Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit que...

-- lost ....in......translation hahahaha, so yeah this is the english lyrics (after translated)

It is said that our lives are worthless.
They pass in an instant like the roses wither.
It is said that time which whispers is a perversion for our griefs.
It make layers, still someone told me.

Refrain

That you still love me,
Someone told me that you have lays love me.
Is that still possible?

It is said that destiny mocks us
That it promised everything and gives nothing
It seems that happiness is carried in the hand.
When you stretch the hand and find madness
Still someone told me...

Refrain

But who told me that you love me?
I no longer remember, it was late at night.
I still hear the voice, but I no longer see the face.
"He loves you, it is a secret, he did not say that I should tell you.

You see, someone told me.
That you still love me, someone truly told me ...
That you still love me, is that possible?
It is said that our lives are worthless.
They pass in an instant like the roses wither.
It is said that time which whispers is perversion for our griefs.
The make layers but someone told me.
That from our sadness, layers are made;
Still someone told me...

"the wheel" kind-of-thing

hi. sorry for the late update(s,i've been busy dealing with some problems, --school to be exact.

so yesterday, i just received my report card (midterms result) and....my grades dropped. drastically. (not really, but still, it's a bad thing!)

for the past 8 years of school, i've never became "the second". not to be cocky, but it's true. i've always been the best, the-too-good-to-be-true kind of student. and now....it's just, shocking. TOO shocking.
the worse thing is that i don't even know where i went wrong. weird. i know

last night, i tried to figure out "where did i go wrong?". and after a whole lot of thinking, still, i have no clue. at all. "maybe it's just bad luck, or whatever, you still have a chance to win" said archie to me while i was being sappy and things. but then he said again,
"you know, maybe it's good for you, you could take this as a -good- lesson. could you try to be a wee bit more positive?" i sighed. but after all i realized it was right. he was right.

this is a phase where i needed to be wrong, where i needed to lose. because, life is like a wheel. you can't always be on "the top", you know? well i guess i just have to know what it feels like; to be a loser. if i'm too-good-never-been-losing-before, i will be a total cocky person, a pathetic one. a very pathetic one. and i won't be matured and grow up.

.....or i could just.. whine, moan, brag and get used to it --to be a loser hahaaha just kidding.

so yeah. wish me luck folks :)

:')

i love you :')

p.s : happy birthday ndablooo :*

thoughts

HEEEEEEEEEY!

sooo yeah. midterms turned out okay, and everything went well! wow, it's a little bit unbelievable, but whatever, it's good though hahaha

anyway, october. right. time flies REAL REAL REAL fast huh mate. yes i know i already said that a million times but it's true, it feels like i posted something here yesterday (september) and now it's already the 3rd of October? really? is it just me or you feel the same way too? :o

talking about how time flies real fast, dont you think that gossip flies real fast too? hahaha. so yeah, you guys might already heard about the gossip about me-moving-out-of-school-cause-my-family-wants-to-move-to-LA/Bdg/Jkrdh/whateverunameit. yes exactly. last week my friend ebo, she wrote about me moving out on twitter and then it went like POOFFFF. suddenly, everybody knew. including my teachers. at first, i was like whaaaaaaat? for the goodness of those slurpees on seven eleven! hahahaha it's just really funny, when you walked down and everybody started to ask you questions like "when are you going to move?" or sayings like "pls pls pls invite me to ur farewell!" haahhaha me&ebo truly lol-ed at those.

so yeah gtg so bye!

another questions

yes. worst day ever. and i totally mean it. i just got my face and heart kicked in the arse-crack. together. AT THE SAME TIME. booyah! congratulations, me. oh God......
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA i'm so ashamed of myself i could utterly eat this mac right now. *crunchcrunch*

so yeah, here i am, trying to put my heart and face back again together, constantly making me happy one try at a time. how? with answering this meme thingy. lame? dork? nerd? i donnnnttttt care. (:( (cant you hear me screaming deep inside like 'cheer me up right now i need someone please gargagragragagggagagaggarrgrrrrr'?) hhh.

--

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
- car

2. Who are you in love with?
- current? a guy named alex david t

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
- yep

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
- YEEEEESSSSSHH

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
- last week

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
- nope

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
- depends on the dollar yer talking about brawh

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
- last month

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
- nope

10. Are you hot?
- ..............what..is..this..thing

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
- teh botol

12. What are you wearing right now?
- oversized sweater and a very short shorts. (see what i did there? short shorts? no? okay.)

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
- wash mi car

14. Last food that you ate?
- chinese noodles

15. Where were you last week at this time?
- pim

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
- yesss i did

17. When is the last time you ran?
- YESterDAY

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
- football match

19. What is your favorite animal?
- puppy and honey bear. unicorn........ they do exist.

20. Your dream vacation?
- greek. please. just, greek.

21. Last person's house you were in?
- kak vira

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
- keplitek

23. Have you been in love?
- i'm in love right now. WITH ALEXXX DAVID tuhr-nuhr

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
- yes.

25. Last play you saw?
- paramore

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
- i don't know. nothing.

27. What are your plans for tonight?
- sleep. eat. eat some more. eat snacks. watch dvd until morning.

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
- ditsa , kayaknya

29. Next trip you are going to take?
- singpr. maybeeee~

30. Ever go to camp?
- no. won't.

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
- honestly.............yes. no im kidding lol

32. What do you want to know about the future?
- my future husband yay yay yay

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
- yes. versace's baby rose jeans. never gets old

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
- yes... my teeth's a troublemaker

35. Where is your best friend?
- now? shopping. without me. YEP.

36. How is your best friend?
- she is nice.........-ish.

37. Do you have a tan?
- what is that thing?

38. What are you listening to right now?
- savage garden - i knew i loved you

39. Do you collect anything?
- yessss

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
- everybody's a gossiper i guess

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
- last month

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
- i always do.

43. What does your last text message say?
- "cupmwaaaa :*"

44. Do you like hot sauce?
- YEAH

45. Last time you took a shower?
- about 8 hours ago

46. Do you need to do laundry?
- no

47. What is your heritage?
- *beep*

48. Are you someone's best friend?
- yes i am DUH

49. Are you rich?
- what?

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
- bbm-ing

~

feeling not much better. still.

you.

okay so this is going to be a really really cheesy post but i'm going to write about it anyway.


so here it goes.

i.............love you.

the night i ruin your life.

"its not just me youre seeing
but i'll be just fine"

"remember tonight as the night that i ruin your life"

this is the night
where we say goodbye
and i will see you cry
and we'll make our demands
and our future plans
the days ahead are burning down in flames
burning down in flames
just like your eyes
just like your eyes

sweet.

september.

heey (:

soyeaah.. it's been a little while since the last time i posted something on here i guess hahaha.

anyway~
i'm going to talk about....... BIEBER FEVEEEEER. no, really. it's a joke.
so, yeah. september. it's all about the test test test exams exams exams AND the last....... MIDTERMS aaaaaa gyaaaaaa!!!

actually it's not really that horrible/scary/whatever u name it. it's just, like a bunch of horrifying questions packed in one! (so, yes it IS horrible.) but i don't knowww, i haven't done it yet duh haha. wish me luck dollss O:)

so yes.. i'm on the last day of my ied holiday. my school gave us 10 days of hols and now it's the 9th day hahaha. i don't really go on vacation actually. why? BECAUSE my home's going to be empty if i go on vacation. ahhh but to be brutally honest, i really really need a vacation right now :( poor me. paradise..... seems like nonsense to me. gaaah.

...but i guess december's a nice month to go on holiday ! HA. HA.

xx

elongated

arctic monkeys - cornerstone

Thought I saw you in the battleship
But it was only a look-a-like
She was nothing but a vision trick
Under the warning light
She was close, close enough to be your ghost
But my chances turned to toast
When I asked her if I could call her your name

I thought I saw you in the rusty hook
Huddled up in wicker chair
I wandered up for a closer look
And kissed who ever was sitting there

She was close, and she held me very tightly
'til I asked awfully politely, "Please
Can I call you her name?"

And I elongated my lift home,
Yeah I let him go the long way round
I smelt your scent on the seatbelt
And kept my shortcuts to myself

I thought I saw you in The Parrot's Beak
Messing with the smoke alarm
It was too loud for me to hear her speak
And she had a broken arm

It was close, so close that the walls were wet
And she wrote it out in letraset
"No, you can't call me her name"

Tell me where's your hiding place
I'm worried I'll forget your face
And I've asked everyone
And I'm beginning to think I imagined you all along

I elongated my lift home
Yeah, I let him go the long way 'round
I smelt your scent on the seatbelt
And kept my shortcuts to myself

I saw your sister in the cornerstone
On the phone to the middle man
When I saw that she was on her own
I thought she might understand
She was close, well you couldn't get much closer
She said "I'm really not supposed to but yes,
You can call me anything you want"


genius one mister

outta blue cap

hey!
first of all i wanted to say sorry for the previous sappy posts hahaha just ignore them, i do hahaha. :p

so how's life so far............ it wasn't bad. it wasn't good. it's okay ....... i think. my life seems flat, i should eat chitato more often than before hahaaha

buutttt i don't know. the fact is : my life's boring! hahaha just kidding. but seriously. i need something new, something fresh, something that motivates me to do things.lately i don't even know why i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lazy to move my 4$$. maybe it's good to try something new, like outside of the box, it will be awesome. Maybe.

anyway..

i'm enjoying my sophomore year! HAHAHA OUTTA MAINSTREAM \m/ yay for that. actually it's not quite like what i expect(ed) things to happen-- in a good way OFCOURSE. more fun, more laughs, more everything. but we'll see, it's still the beginning :)

so yeah gotta gooo so

ppoffwoooff

still

hffft.

did you ever feel like you're going into something really great but when you already passed it halfway, you feel like, something's up and it's bringing you down? that's what i'm feeling right now. i just want to move out, grow a beard & join a circus. errr (no i'm kidding about the circus thingy haa.) but seriously i can't do this thing i mean i know i haven't done it yetttt but it's really hard for me. well i keep on thinking about this thing, i mean what am i doing? i'm doing this for my own good but i just can't stop now, in the middle of everything like this.

but i decided to keep on going. just like what my friend said, "like a game, you've reached the highest level and now you want to start over from the 1st level? aww come on man, you know you can do better than being over-sappy, underrated-ly melodramatic like this."

you guys might think that i'm such a hypocrite cause i've written one thing like this before and i've said "regret's just a waste of time" hahaha. yes, it does. regret, looking back, ....those things surely don't help you to move on, they made you stuck there, with your mistakes.

something better is coming up, i believe that. time heals. time does wonderful things. other people have better things to do, and i do too. <3

505

arctic monkeys - 505

--

[Chorus:]
I'm going back to 505,
If it's a 7 hour flight or a 45 minute drive,
In my imagination you're waiting lying on your side,
With your hands between your thighs,

Stop and wait a sec,
Oh when you look at me like that my darling,
What did you expect,
I probably still adore you with your hands around my neck,
Or I did last time I checked,

Not shy of a spark,
A knife twists at the thought that I should fall short of the mark,
Frightened by the bite though its no harsher than the bark,
Middle of adventure, such a perfect place to start,

[Chorus]

But I crumble completely when you cry,
It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye,
I'm always just about to go and spoil a surprise,
Take my hands off of your eyes too soon,

[Chorus]

I’ll be fine, its not the first. just like last time, but a little worst.

shock me

sitback, relax, & listen to mgmt. LOVELOVE.

the art of doing nothing [100questions]

HEY! i'm finally back. my freshman year just ended last week and now i'm on holidaaay yeay. haha.
unfortunately i got nothing to do at home -_-, because my dad works all the time. :/ haha.

anyway, this post is about me answering 100 random questions.
here it goes!

----------------
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"- Panik tingkat ujian nasional"

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
- my kipling bag

3. Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
- youtube-ing

4. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- a music show like trl i guess

5. Without looking, guess what time it is
- 20.40

6. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
- 20.43 hahahaha CLOSE!!

7. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- the sound of my air conditioner

8. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
- an hour ago. i was searching for some fresh air

9. Did you dream last night?
- yeah

10. Do you remember your dreams?
- YES.

11. When did you last laugh?
- half a minute ago

12. Do you remember why / at what?
- yess i remember why. it's because of dery's face on his youtube videos hahaha! at dery.

13. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- my photos

14. Seen anything weird lately?
- nope

15. What do you think of this quiz?
- interesting maybe

16. What is the last film you saw?
- shrek 4 (shrek forever after)

17. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
- NEW YORK

18. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
- a vw beetle

19. Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
- clumsy

20. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics,
what would you do?
- i would give peace a chance. ;) the world definitely needs more peace & end those wars.

21. Do you like to dance?
- yes of course ;)

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
- yessssss hahaha

23. Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
- emm maybe i don't know haha

24. Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
- my mom

25. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
- akhiri saja, a song haha

26. Last time you swam in a pool?
- last week..... yeah.

27. Type of music you like most?
- urban music

28. Type of music you dislike most?
- dangdut

29. Are you listening to music right now?
- yes

30. What color is your bedroom carpet?
- pink

31. If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or
mess, what would you do?
- i would gladly change the type of my home from classy into minimalist.

32. What was the last thing you bought?
- magazine

33. Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
- yesss

34. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
- bungee jumping!

35. Do you have a garden?
- yes.

36. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
- yes of course

37. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
- BREAKFAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's like im hungry all the time rrr haha

38. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
- ANDREW GARFIELDDDD

39. Who sent the last text message you received?
- vera

40. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
- zara

41. What time is bed time?
- 22.00 or 23.00 or idk haha

42. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
- nope

43. How many tattoos do you have?
- i don't have one

44. If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
- yes hahaha XP

45. What did you do for your last birthday?
- i did nothing. :( but for good, i threw a little party at my crib haha

46. Do you carry a donor card?
- what is that?

47. Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
- my mom

48. Is the glass half empty or half full?
- half full

49. What's the farthest-away place you've been?
- vatican

50. When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
- emm i don't eat my homegrown tomatoes. my mom does.

51. Have you ever won a trophy?
- yeah

52. Are you a good cook?
- still in progress :p

53. Do you know how to pump your own gas?
- nooooo.

54. If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it
be?
- rds

55. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
- yes of course haha

56. Do you touch-type?
*skip*

57. What's under your bed?
- emm i don't know; a lot of things?

58. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- yes

59. Think fast, what do you like right now?
- rds

60. Where were you on Valentine's day?
- school.

61. What time do you get up?
- 07.00 or 06.30

62. What was the name of your first pet?
- bonchu

63. Who is the second to last person to call you?
- my stalker

64. Is there anything going on this weekend?
- no

65. How are you feeling right now?
- happy to the absolute fullest, because of no reason(s)

66. What do you think about the most?
- my education

67. What time do you get up in the morning?
- see number 61

68. If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
- 1 second hahahaha

69. Who would you tell first?
- my parents

70. What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?
- scream 4 :x

71. Do you sing in the shower?
- YEAAAAAH!!

72. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
- see number 40

73. What do you do most when you are bored?
- singing maybe

74. What do you do for a living?
- work

75. Do you love your job?
*skip*

76. What did you want to be when you grew up?
- a dentist ;)

77. If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
- dentist

78. Which came first the chicken or the egg?
- the chicken

79. How many keys on your key ring?
- a lot haha

80. Where would you retire to?
- a little village in holland

81. What kind of car do you drive?
- matic

82. What are your best physical features?
- my legs

83. What are your best characteristics?
- warm , humble <3

84. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
- greek

85. What kind of books do you like to read?
- fantasy, true-story, self-written

86. Where would you want to retire to?
- see number 80

87. What is your favorite time of the day?
- the afternoon

88. Where did you grow up?
- city full of big buildings

89. How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
- not so far

90. What are you reading now?
- these questions

91. Are you a morning person or a night owl?
- morning person

92. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
- noooo

93. Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
- surprisingly YES!

94. Do you have pets?
- yes

95. How many rings before you answer the phone?
- 2/3

96. What is your best childhood memory?
- my first ballet recital

97. What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
*skip*

98. Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
- no

99. What is most important in life?
- family

100. What Inspires You?
- my parents. they inspire me the most bcs i think they could be the best role model for me ;)

the s.i.g.i.t!

a very good cover of "only love can break your heart" by the s.i.g.i.t. (originally by Neil young)

adios

hi :) im back! YEEEEEEEEAAA.

anyway, i dedicate this post to my 2010-2011 class.
--
so yeah. the final exam's over and my sophomore year is going to start in about 2 weeks or something. OF COURSE, after the long holiday. I guess everything's quite well until i realize that i only have 1 week left to spend my days with my classmates. Whoa, time is pretty fast, right? It feels like the midterms were just yesterday and now we have to deal with our next grade, our final report card or whatever that is. At first , i didn't really get along well i mean i just knew a few people and they were (already) really really nice to me. Great things happened when the second semester came. Me and my friends, we became really close , i have like more than 7 bestfriends here! And better things happen when i sat next to Judith which is one of my bestfriend! She's a really kind person like super duper sincere. I sat in front of tasya and across Della+Sarah. About tasya, she is really funny! It's impossible not to laugh to her jokes , i'm going to miss the laugh so much. Della and Sarah they're really nice also and really talkative . Andari dyah and other class c mates arrrrrghhh :( i'm going to miss you guys sooooo much! i know sometimes i overreacted. i'm the troublemaker, the crybaby, the one who always gets teased as the flat nose , sometimes the smarty pants, the one who laughs a lot, or whatever you guys think about me..... the thing is, i really love you guys! and i really mean it.

And i want to say thanks to my wonderful classmates + class c mates , if i make mistakes i just really want to say sorry cause i want you guys to know that i didn't mean it, if i'm being selfish or sometimes moody, please do understand :)

haaah. i guess time would heal everything. i hope.


but otherwise i'm also sooo excited about my sophomore year XP

holiday post

hello all! i'm back HEHEHEHEHE! *wide smile* *zoom in 5x*

So now i am having a not-so-long holiday from my school because my seniors are having their national exam. :) i hope they can pass it all with a good score :):)

talking about holiday, i'm not thinking of maybe you know, going out of town . why? because , as you know, traffic happens everywhere AND every time *sigh*. i don't want to waste my time just seeing the beautiful-landscape-of-HIGHWAY! AND CARS. So, i choose to stay at home.

I find it a lot to do at home, actually. Like, helping my mom making some snacks, watching dvds, reading novels,or giving some "me-time" to myself.

And btw, the end of the semester is near. :o time flies fast huh. This semester was soooo really really fun. I love my classmates! I don't even know they're THAT crazy! Hahahhaa, i'm really sad thinking i'll be leaving this class real soon, :'(

Anyway, me and my school organization will have a big project to do! On the same month with my ballet show. It means i'm going to be super busy soon! I'm veeerry excited about all this. Hope it will turn out okay! :)

Too bad i have an assignment to do,

sooooo ...goodBYE!

p.s : happy easter, i know i'm late , but it's okay right? hahaha , GBU and your family.

:)

last night, last night.

"....Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember
Always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock,"

"I've been waiting for (--this moment) you all of my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound,
But just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane.
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave (my side.)

You've got wits,
You've got looks,
You've got passion,"

the day i met you

24 april 2011

this could be (probably..) the best day of my entire life. I can't stop smiling.
It's the day i met you two. This is the day i've been waiting on so long.
i can't even show how happy i am right now!

Yes, i've finally met 2 human-being that i can only admire this whole year.
Thanks ,God. :*
thanks you two, i really really truly in love with you guys. :*

busy monthhhhhh

HELLO :D

midterms went out okay, and everything went well :D
i went back to ef, and now i'm taking another lesson.......life's good. :)

i'll have a ballet show on June, so it's a really busy month for me.
fyi im doing paquita this year :D and also, *Drumrolls* BALLET JAZZ ~
YEAAAAH AHHAHAHAHA. \(^-^)/ but it's difficult, maybe because it's my first time of doing ballet jazz. maybe. :) about the reherseal , it's keeping me busy and busy so i couldn't update this blog as often as i did before :( sorry :D

so.. i posted this at 6 in the morning, so bye because i have to go to school :D

wish me luck&have a good weekend everyone.
PEACE

midtermssssss

tomorrow.

my current obsession.

scott pilgrim : WHAT?

0:40 :o :x *_* lovestruck!

2 favorite scenes from scott pilgrim!

ROTFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! matthew patel hauauhauhahuua



and , this one is ..hawt *_* michael ceraaa!!!!<3

scott pilgrim has mail, lol

MWAHAHAHAHA.

chris evans : lucas lee
michael cera : Scott Pilgrim

scott pilgrim.

best quote from a film [2]

taken from "Scott Pilgrim vs. The World"
michael cera played..scott pilgrim. <3
--

Luke "Crash" Wilson: Good evening. My name's Crash, and these are the boys.
Wallace Wells: [heckling from balcony.] Is that girl a boy, too?
Luke "Crash" Wilson: Yes! [Trasha gives Wallace the finger.]
Kim Pine: [offstage, fuming.] They have a girl drummer?!
Luke "Crash" Wilson: This song is called "I'm So Sad, I'm So Very Very Sad." It goes a little something like this.

[Trasha counts in on the drums, and Crash and Joel play two chords...]

Luke "Crash" Wilson: SOOOOO SAD!... Thank you.
Wallace Wells: [heckling from balcony.] It's not a race, guys!
Luke "Crash" Wilson: Okay, this song is for the guy who keeps yelling from the balcony, and it's called "We Hate You, Please Die."
Wallace Wells: Sweet! [to Jimmy.] I love this song.

best quote from a film.

taken from "Juno".
ellen page played juno and michael cera got the role for.. paulie bleeker. <3
--
Juno: I think I'm in love with you.
Paulie: You mean as friends?
Juno: No, I mean for real. 'Cause you're, like, the coolest person I've ever met — and you don't even have to try, you know...
Paulie: I try really hard, actually.
Juno: You're like naturally smart, and you're not like everyone else. You don't stare at my stomach all the time, you look at my face and every time I see you, the baby starts kicking super hard.
Paulie: It does?
[Juno puts Paulie's hand on her stomach]
Paulie: Heh. Weird.
Juno: I think it's 'cause my heart starts pounding every time I see you.
Paulie: Mine too.
Juno: That's all I could ask for. You're gold, man.

#2010highlights

the reason i was writing this post , is because all of my friends already posted something about 2010. so i'm going to post one too. :)
--
1.family
thank you so much for your love, care, and everything for me, mom dad and bro. i'm nothing without your support mommyyy<3

2.VI-C 2009-2010
i love this class so much. i had the best last semester, and last grade ever. now we are going to different classes and schools, but trust me, we will still stay the same. :*

3.VII-F 2010-2011
i surely love my freshman year. why? because of my funny yet silly classmates. you guys are always there for me, to cheer me up. even though you guys OFTEN tease me, that's not a problem at all hahaha :) SSC-IJK-KS-KAPS-JB-PJL-MGY-TJS-NH-D-CBA-AFI-EFT. (and often "jbjb" together : MFL :p)

4.bestfriendss
jessica, jefri, kesul, danil . you guys are the sweetest bff . i've got too much too say about you guys! :o :* :'))))))))))))))

5.blackberry
yeah you diana. without you? i'm a computer online junkie :D you helped me a lot at school stuffs and others. you're my everything. :*

6.blog
my internet diary, you knew everything about my feelings. you. mean. a. lot. to.me <3

rome :')

yeah it has been like 3 years since my trip to Italy.
i miss Italy so bad, like CRAZY!

i wanna eat in Spanish steps again..
spent the time @ my apartment in vatican
threw some coins at fontana di trevi
traveled around venice
traveled around Pisa
walked around st. peter's basilica
walked around colosseum..
explored the vatican museum, and others.

hope i'll be back soon. :*